I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Chapter One

*Mikey's P.O.V*
"Was it really nessisary to tell the whole wing that you needed to fuck me?" I ask. "Hey at least they don't know whos really fucking you." Frank said back smiling causing me to blush. "Aww look wittle Moikey is bwushing because he's embarassed." Frank said pinching my cheeks. "Am not, at least I'm getting laid." I sassed back. "Gerard honestly, why him, he's soooo Mikey."Frank said. "Well he's cute and sweet and even though he may be a boy he is a man in bed." Gerard said. "Well damn can I borrow him then?" Frank asked I was blushing like mad. "No he is my man, fuck your own." Gerard said wrapping his arms around me and pet my hair and face. "Um Gee what are you doing?" I asked "Shhhhhhh just go with it shhhh....." Gerard said then pulled me into a kiss. "Get a room you two." Ray said covering his eyes. Gerard pulled away and I pouted. "Later." Was all that he said.

"Anyway I have something to say." Gerard said more serious now. "What is it Gee?" Frank said. "Okay so I know its not just me I know all of us are tired of those jackass jocks. And We've been working on a song. So I think it's time for some sweet revenge." Gerard said smiling. "So which song?" Ray asked. "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" Gerard replied. "Oh yeah that's the song you told me to come up with the bass part for." I say. "Yeah and told me and Ray to work on with our guitar parts." Frank said. "So how the lyrics go again?"We all grabbed out instruments already knowing our parts. Then Gerard started to sing...

"Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.

For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)" He finishes and I'm just standing there smiling like an idiot. "A unicorn was just born." Frank said. "What the fuck Frank, what are you talking about?" Ray asks. "Mikey Fucking Way just smiled so a god damn unicorn was fucking born bitch." Frank says slowly to Ray like it was so simple. That caused me to laugh. "Whoa slow your role Mikes we don't need the world to be over run by unicorns, well no besides you but that's besides the point." he says. I just laugh harder. "God damnit Mikey stop it! I'm blaming you when the unicorn apocalypse comes, I mean I like turn your awkward ass in and be like "It's his fault first he started smiling then he started fucking laughing and he knew damn well that every time he smiled a unicorn was born but what did he do, he fucking laughed." Frank said. I was now laughing uncontrollably. "Dear Lord Mikes stop laughing your gonna have an asama attack." Gerard said giggling but I could hear the slight worry in his voice. I stopped laughing and just smirked. "Don't worry so much Gee." I said poking his nose. "Shut up." he said kissing me lightly. "We said to get a god damn room is that too much to fucking ask!" Ray yells. Me and Gerard just giggle.   "Anyway guys I have a plan." Gerard said. "What is it? How with we get our sweet revenge?" Frank asks. "Well I've think we should record the song, and Mikey can hook it up to the sound system and we can be in the library and wait til' Mikey get's back. Then we get the croak bats and meet the jocks in the middle. They will figure out we're in the library because where else would we be, besides the croak fields, which they can see from the lacrosse fields. We'll meet them on their way to the library and of course them being the assholes they are will have their lacrosse sticks. Of course they can do serious damage but croak bats those hurt like a motherfucker. We can probably take them on. But if not we still make the statment we're not taking thier shit anymore. But before we do any of that we're gonna get revenge on a certain blonde cheerleader name Tiffany. We all know that she was WAY out of line when she called Mikey out for the hickey last month. We also know that she has a crush on Frank for some reason. So Frank you up for leading on that bitch, make her think you want to kiss her then say she has something in her eye then poke her in the eye?" Gerard said. "Yeah I'm up for it and wow you really have all of this planned out don't you?" Frank said. "Well yeah I had a lot of time to think while you three idiots got detention for being late for gym." he replied. "Hey Mikey tripped and dropped all of his papers. We had to help him pick them up." Ray said. "Whatever so you like the idea?" we all just nod. I remember when Tiffany called me out. She embarassed me so much. ~~~~~~Flash Back~~~~~ "Hey faggot nice hickey you got there who'd you get it from?" Tiffany yelled so everyone could hear. They had all stopped to see where this would go. "None of your bussiness Tiffany." I mumble and try to walk  away. "Don't walk away from me and I think it is. Was it Frankie, Ray, or maybe even Gerard?" she whispers the last one in my ear. I let tears pour down my face and I ran away. Everyone laughing at me. I got bullied 10x worse than before. I even started to self harm. I got really bad until Frankie went up to Tiffany knowing about her crush on him, and asked her to tell the jocks to tone it down. It hadd worked. Frank is awesome. ~~~~~End of Flash Back~~~~~ "Okay so when will we do this can it be soon? Please Gee?" I say looking into his eyes. Sure we can record it right now if you want I'll call up Bob and see if he can do the drums for us." Geard said and I smiled. Bob is awesome he's one of our good friends but he's home schooled now because of something that happened at school. "Yeah that would be awesome." I say. Gerard takes out his phone and dials the number. "Hey Bob can you come over to me and Mikey's to record I'm Not Okay?......Yeah.....Okay.....See you in 10." Gerard said. "He's on his way." Gerard said. "Yay I've missed Bobbert." Frank says smiling. We descuss the plan we have decided to do tomorrow, and we all know what to do, when to do it, and where to do it. Then we hear the door bell. "BOBBERT!!!" Frank yells then runs to get the door. "Gerard then runs up yelling "Hold up shorty this is my house!" Oh boy I can't wait for tomorrow. Even though I have a very important part I'm ready. I'm going to watch Frank do the thing to Tiffany from a bush then head up to the office while they get the gear and head to the library. This. Is. Going. To. Be. Good.