Surreal second chance [New star trek (Kirk/Spock X Reader!!)]

Chapter 7 clash of the titans

So with this being said I'm going to change the the rating after this chapter. Pg 13 will be changed to Mature. I hope this one is worth the wait! It's been coming.. Who is going to find out first??

*knock* *knock*

"Come in."

Kirk walked into my room. I was reading my book I brought with me. "Hey how are you feeling? You didn't come back so I wanted to check on you."

He came and sat next to me on my bed. His arm rest on my leg. "Yeah I'm ok. I'm glad you came. I missed you." Before I could finish what I was saying his lips where on mine. My hands where in his hair and I pulled him closer to me. He pulled his body on mine as we where laying on the bed. My tongue swirled around his. He pulled my shirt up and off. He smiled and started to kiss my neck. One hand was on one of my breast. He was so gentle and so amazing.

The door opened and Spock walked in. I looked over to see min standing there. "Spock." I said as I pushed Kirk. Kirk look up to see Spock.

"You seeing her too?" He said confused.

"Well.. I like you both. I can't say no to either of you." Kirk got up and was shaking his head. " please don't leave." Before I could say anything else he left. Leaving me in tears. "I'm sorry Spock." My head fell into my hands. I didn't want to hear him leave either. But I didn't hear the door instead he pulled a chair up and sat down.

"I understand."

I looked up and he was about a foot away from me.

"This is very common. And I see no error on your part." He was still looking at me " I didn't think sooner to tell Kirk about us. I figured he would find out some how."

"I don't want to lose either of you. You may hate me but I can't choose." My head feel back into my lap. I didn't want to hear him say he couldn't do that. If I lose one I lose the other it seems.

The chair made a sound. I figured he was getting up but I was wrong again. I felt his hand on the back of my neck then on my chin. He lifted my head to look at his. He moved the chair closer to me that was what the should was. I looked into his dark brown eyes soft and so calm.

"I do not want to lose you. If you must have us both then I will be ok with that. Kirk is my best friend." I took a deep breath and he placed his forehead on mine. "I read your Star Trek diary. I was not surprised at this and knew what I was getting into. Kirk did not. I know you wanted us both. This doesn't surprise me and I hope you get what you want. I will try to talk to him also that I'm not here to harm."

I was a little mad but not surprised. I placed one of my hands on his head. He leaned into my hand and kissed it. I took a deep breath. it will be ok. this is my only life i have and i dont want to lose it. If I lose the only things I want then why am I here.

"will you be ok tonight?" Spock thought so much of me. I guess im as special to him as he was to me.

"Do you want to stay? I understand if you don...." before i could get it out of my mouth he was kissing me. his lips soft and hungry.

warning. this will be my first full lemon scene in this story. so if you are like me and have been waiting for this moment then read away?!!

i pulled him to me. he did as i wanted him to. he climbed on me. as i pulled him into my bed. one of his hands was still in my hair the other was on my waist. I wrapped my legs around his waist. he moaned as he pushed closer to me. Spock started to kiss my neck and removed my bra. he continued to kiss and lick my chest and breasts. he felt amazing. my hands rubbed his back and i found the end of his shirt. i pulled it off of him. he continued to kiss my lips, skin to skin our arms wrapped around each other. i could feel he was ready. he wanted me as much as i wanted him. he was hastate. I kissed his neck and bit his ear.  i wanted to let him know he was ok.