OASIS

- D E L I R I O U S -

I didn't know what to say.
I just looked at him.

I couldn't utter a single word, but my mind was in complete chaos...

Yago just asked me to marry him and I'm speechless...

I wanted to say yes, I really do...
but I couldn't.

I just held his face and kissed him.
I poured out everything that I wanted to say in that kiss...

That I care for him a lot.
That he makes me happy.
That I love him so much.
That he means the world to me.
That I want to be with him...

But...

I'm scared.

"I'm sorry Yago... "

"Don't be...you have every right to be scared - I am too - but my need to be with you is much stronger than my fears."

"But what if I turn out to be a bad wife? What if I do stuff that will make you hate me? What if I'm not what you expect me to be? What if I dissapoint you and then you'll leave me? I don't think I can deal with that..."

"That's impossible - and even if you do, which I'm very sure you won't, baby I don't give a shit! I have loved you for who you are Dei, flaws and all. Every single thing about you is precious to me - every fuckin' thing about you...I love."

"But..."

"No more buts Dei."

"Its just that..."

"Do you love me?"

"Very much."

"Enough to marry me?"

"Even more."

"So...will you?"

I stared at Yago, still somewhat unsure if I am doing the right thing but what I saw made me realize that - I am.

This stubborn but lovable man, who just bared his heart and soul to me - loves me unconditionaly.

So I held out my hand to him and said.

"Yes."