The Rant Book of a Teenage Drama Queen

Ouch

This is me.Katelyn Elizabeth Fisher is righting this chapter.

I wouldn't give my first kiss back for ANYTHING.It's my turn to have something.I've always given up so others can be happy.I WON'T forget about it.I'll act like I have.

It doesn't bother me that I can't have you...It bothers me that you were the only one that didn't try to use me and I still lost you...

I shook the numbness for awhile,but I feel it setting in faster now.My feelings drain and the color gray comes back.

That's disappointment.I've finally found out what it is.It follows me like a storm cloud and doesn't go away.It envelopes me and won't let me go...

"Maybe it will all work out like in the movies..."

~Mayday Parade

No.It will not.This is a deep scar I won't forget but I'll spend months trying to forget.

It isn't you that killed me,it was my hope.I just found someone good and I thought being alone would finally be over for me.It isn't.I will never truly escape that.

This one is close to the worst.

*hp*

*flute*

I'll never forget that first kiss though....