Survive Tomorrow

True Love

       
Callie's POV

What is true love? True love is when someone will do anything for you just to see you smile, it is when someone will give up anything just for you. It is when someone gives their heart to you and they trust you with it, like with a little baby. It's when you will go out of your own way to see your other half happy. It is when you will stay up late at night time to make sure they're okay. It is that feeling you have in your stomach when they smile, laugh, look at you.. It is when your heart beats faster at the smallest things they do. It is when your home becomes a person, when you feel completed when you feel... loved. When all your insecurities become perfections to them. When you can truly share anything and everything with them without a fear that they will judge you. It is when even if you argue you can't stay mad at them for too long because you have too much to tell them. It is when your secrets become their secrets. It is when you miss them if they go to the bathroom, when every moment spend with them is the best in your life and you want it to last forever. It is when a second without them feels like eternity, it is when they become your oxygen and gravity. The only person you hold onto. It is when if you're with them the whole world disappears and it's only you and them and no one else matters. It is when you think you have the whole world in your hands and when you and them are on top of it. True love is the person that heals your wounds with their kisses, the person that means the world to you. It is when your mood depends on their mood and when they're hurt you get furious and want to start world war three because your baby got hurt. It is when you'll hurt yourself a million of times rather than touch the tip of their hair. It is when you give up anything and everything for them and it is when it is not only you trying it is them too. It is the best feeling in the world and you will hold onto it no matter what it takes. You will overcome all the obstacles just to hug them...kiss them...be with them. And you will put sweat, tears and blood into being with them because they mean so much. And when you're truly in love you will know it. Just like I know I am truly in love with Lucja...

We spend 4 months together, I found out that she actually lives in England and hour away from me. We meet every weekend and I always can't wait to see her. She means the world to me and I love her. We have so many topics and we never stop cuddling and talking about random things. She makes laugh so much, I cry from laughter and she is truly the most beautiful girl I ever saw. And I tell her that every day and even if she doesn't believe me I don't care because one day she will and I make sure she will. I love spending time with her she is the only one I want ever forever. But I am scared to tell her about my illness...I am scared she will leave me...and I can't lose her...no never.