Survive Tomorrow

You'll Always Be My World

Łucja's POV
It has been a week since... since my baby is gone... it's hard for me to sleep...eat... function normally... I'm still waiting for her to jump out of the closet and tell me it was all a joke, or a social experiment... but I know that won't happen...She was my world and I was her princess and it was supposed to say like that! Why is life so unfair? What did I ever do to anyone that I deserved to go through this bullshit..? Callie needs to be here... I need her to hold me for very the last time, please come back.

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The day of the funeral

Łucja's POV
I'm broken. Today is the day of the funeral and as Callie's girlfriend I have to speak... I repeated my speech million of millions of time but I'm still worried I'll say something wrong... Kyle has been a huge help to me and he made me stop crying yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks... though no one will stop anyone's tears today...

        We all walk in unity to the place where Callie's funeral is held. Everyone is dressed in black everyone is crying. There is a lot more people than I thought would come, I swear there is whole of our school. I can see everyone trying to cheer everyone up and a sad song is performed by Callie's band is called "Survive Tomorrow" I know she wrote it about her illness and it makes me cry even more. Callie's vocals are put on a speaker and everyone sobs.

     After two hours of everyone speaking it is finally my turn to speak, Kyle grips my hand and mouth something like 'You're gonna do great' and I smile weakly at him as I walk to the middle facing everyone with tears in my eyes and on my cheeks. "Hey everyone..." I start nervously "Thank you for gathering here... As Callie's girlfriend I was asked to say a couple of words. I know she wouldn't want to see us crying and she's probably looking down at us now saying "Ha losers" and laughing her ass off, that's just who she is and who she always will be. And she would want me and all of you to remember her like that. Like the Callie we all know. I know that we don't have enough time in the world for me to say everything I wanted to say about her...so I decided to write a song" Mickey comes and gives me his guitar and a chair to sit on as I murmur a small "Thanks" and sit down. "I have used some of Callie's favorite songs here too so here it goes" I can feel everyone close their eyes as the sad atmosphere starts so fade a bit and my fingers tense on the guitar.

       

'Dear Callie,

I know that life isn't always what you expect,

I know it's hard when you can't feel alive,

I know it's hard when the only thing you think about is when you will pass,

But Callie darling remember that I'm here for you,

Together will get through everything,

Remember that I got your back and you got mine

Foreveeeer.

I know you want me to remember you, how you were,

The cute girl with the blue eyes and bubbly personality,

Your goofy smile still plays in my heart,

And your jokes will always stay in my mind-d,

But Callie darling remember that I'm here for you,

Together we will get through everything,

Remember that I got your back and you got mine

Foreveeer.

I used to think that I can't live without oxygen,

But now I realize it's you who I need,

You'll always be my world and I'll always be your princess,

I'll always remember you with that punk yellow T-shirt,

But Callie darling remember that I'm here for you,

Together we will get through everything,

Remember that I got your back and you got mine

Foreveeer.

And now I know that home is not a place,

You're my home,

Always and forever will be,

We are everything we need,

And even when you're gone,

I won't forget what you did for me.

But Callie darling remember that I'm here for you,

Together we will get through everything,

Remember that I got your back and you got mine

Foreveeer.

I love you baby, and I hope you can see,

So many people care about you,

And so many people came here today,

Because to their heart you held the key,

Woah-ah, woah-ah, woah-ah

So I'll be strong, we'll be strong for you.

Your smile, your hair,

Your style, your voice,

Your kindness, your jokes,

Your eyes, your personality-y,

Will always stay with me

Will always stay with me

Will always stay with me...'

I finish full on crying just like everyone else. 'I know you here Callie, you'll always be my world, I won't forget you baby, I know I should've been there more and I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry. I love you with whole my heart' As I break down even more Kyle runs to me and hugs me tightly "We'll miss you Cal" and as he says that the cloudy sky is replaced by beautiful sun and we all know that it is a sign from Callie that she is here and she's proud of us all. None of us will ever forget her.