As day goes by,
I realized the purpose of writing a letter to you had changed.
It wasn't the intention of wanting to write you a letter as your moral support.
It wasn't the thought of hoping that you would read my letter and make my imagination come true.
It wasn't about that anymore.
Here,
It became a place where I scream out all my dissatisfaction towards life;
My sadness;
Even the deepest secret that I hid in my heart from everyone;
It happened to be written out to you.
It's a feeling which you wanted your secret to be known and unknown to people at the same time.
I pray that you will never read these letters but a part of me do hope that you did.
I wish that all these letters will never reach you.
Complicated isn't it? I bet it is.
You might ask me why I had send these letters to you when I don't even want this to come to your knowledge.
It was because I'm trying to hide these from the people around me.
Just like that. As simple as that.
06.03.2017
