Things are getting harder and harder on a daily basis;
Sometimes I found myself losing directions.
I don't know where to go anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore to heal my scars;
Those seems small yet big and deep scars.
I found myself thinking about death recently.
If taking my own life can really solve everything;
If taking my own life can make me feel at ease and free from suffer;
Will death be the final answer?
Will it be?
Things get tougher when you no longer want to tell what happened.
It gets even tougher when you had lost the reason to cry your heart out and need sad dramas to help you with it,
I think something is wrong with me. Well, probably.
Sadness? Angry? Unfair?
I feel numb, more than just numb. It became nothing at the end.
The worst case would be feeling nothing and keep going with your life as if nothing happen.
It's burning;
It's burning my soul and there's no sign of stopping.
My last piece of soul.
08.10.2017
