it's you.

{09}

thoughts 3/7/17-
we are finally talking again. thank God. i was going insane.
we aren't talking as much as we were before everything happened, it we're talking. and i can tell you right now i've never felt better.
sure, it's only for 4 minutes waiting for 6th period to start, but it's something. something.
those meaningful looks we used to give to each other are coming back again.
the way you laughed if i did something completely stupid is coming back.
you're listening again.
you seemed concerned about me again.
you care again.
just like things were before.
and i can't help but thinking about us together, but i know how you feel.
you still like her.
you're still hurt.
it hurts, but it's fine. it's not a big deal. you can't help it. love who you want.
i'll be okay.
just as long as you're okay.
today's entry is short, after not writing for a long time. what is there to say? i just wanted to catch up. i wanted to get it out. let out how i feel and anonymously publish it even though no one will read it.
you know what i want to say, even though i'll never say it.
i love you.