Controlla (Mateo Bowles, psychotic?)

Chapter 12

Mateo POV

"What do you mean who?!" I yelled causing the whole cafe to fall silent.

"Teo you need to calm down," Banji said reaching her hand out towards me.

"No!" I shouted. "Why are you guys acting like you don't know who Kayla or TVO's are?!"

"Mateo are you sick?" Vassiah questioned.

"So I just sound completely crazy right now?" I asked ignoring Vassiah.

"Pretty much." Paris and Pierre said at the same time.

"Whatever Imma go find her." I said jogging off to her house.

"Good luck! Crackhead..." Jayla replied as I walked away. I didn't answer because I just needed to talk to Kayla. When I arrived at her house it was empty. Like the house said for sale and had balloons around it. It was the same house, but missing Kayla. Am I going crazy?

"Maybe a little but crazy is sexy." Nightmare said out of nowhere.

"What did you do?!" I shouted.

"Absolutely nothing. I'm not even breaking a sweat as you destroy your life."

"What do you mean?"

"You'll find out soon enough." Nightmare chuckled.

Suddenly there was a sharp pain in my head that caused a ringing in my ear. My vision got blurry and my hands were shaking. I gasped for air trying to call for help. Then I blacked out. When I woke up I was in an unknown room with J.I.

"He's awake!" J.I shouted at the door of the room. "You got a name afro?"

"You know me already. Its me Teo?" I replied confused.

"Ion know you. We just found you passed out on the sidewalk.

"J.I we are in a gan-"

"How the fuck you know my name?" J.I interrupted.

"Cause I-"

"Aye kid come here," I heard King's voice. I got up and walked out as J.I glared at me. It was the trap house, but different furniture. The smell of weed still
reeked in the air.

"Sup King," I walked toward him trying to dap him up.

"How do you know my name?" He stared at me with his brow furrowed.

"So everyone pretending that all the gang stuff isn't real?" I asked.

"Gang stuff?" He repeated.

^Novas reaction 😂

Nova walked out the room and J.I had been standing in the doorway. They closed the door behind them leaving King and I in the room together. "You don't have to play along anymore." I said finally.

"What do you mean play along?" King asked.

"Man whatever. You got sum for this?" I asked holding out the wound from Luke's heroin. I wasn't trying to ask that, something else was making me.

"Dang man not right now but I got something else, wanna try it?" He asked.

"Sure I guess." I replied. Again I don't know why.

"Can you hear it there's people crying help me softly. They echo, their quiet sobs, they entertain me. We dance to this song over again, til you drop...down...dead." Nightmare sang.

^sung to this tune not the words

We smoked it from a bong and I felt relieved. I was stressed about Kayla and everyone acting all weird but now I just felt numb. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up a completely different person.

"It gives me great pleasure, to say my next job is you, don't you know that killing is my business...and business is good." I heard nightmare say when I had awoken.

I left their house at 4 am that morning. I wasn't tired, actually very energized. I walked through the streets carefree while wearing my mask and carrying a gun. A car was driving leisurely by and stopped at a stop sign next to me. I approached the car opened the door and pointed the gun at the young girl driving.

"Get out the car." I said bluntly through the mask. She took off her seatbelt and quickly hopped out of the car with her hands up. She was decent looking. I'll keep her. I locked her in the trunk and drove off onto the highway way.

"Ahhhh its good to be back Fade. Good to be back."

"Huh?" I said to nightmare.

"My real name is Fade."

"Why?"

"Cause I make niggas catch fades."

"So you are a guy," I said in realization.

"I'll explain later."

For some reason I was okay with what was happening. Like I didn't feel bad. I didn't feel anything really. I stopped at a convenience store and went behind the building. There were a couple guys there and I got some more heroin from them. I went back to the car and drove to a secluded hotel. I took the girl out and dragged her into the hotel room. I stripped her naked and kissed her neck.

"Please stop. Please just let me go I won't tell anyone," she sobbed between breaths.

"They echo their quiet sobs they entertain me..." Fade sung in my head making me smirk and be rougher with the girl.

I raped her.

It was decent and she cried afterwards but I don't really care. I'm gonna kill her anyways. I did not just say that. I did not just do that. I thought to myself.

"Oh Mateo you did, and this is just the beginning."