Tuesday, August 14, 2012
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Tyler
"Tyler," I heard him say. He placed a hand around my forearm and I pulled away. "It's going to help if you talk about it. You can trust me. Wasting these sessions is not an option."
"I-I can't talk about it," I mumbled through the first tears that started to fall.
Fucking whimp.
"Tyler," he started, "I know you are strong enough to get past anything that has happened, but first, you need to tell yourself that it happened and you are able to overcome it." His voice was angelic, swiftly gliding into my ears.
"Mr. Dun, it hurts when I talk about it. I can feel the pain rise into my chest," I muttered as more tears came down.
Oh, god. Are we really having a break down in front of our hot therapist?
"Please, call me Josh, I believe it will help." I looked up. Did he do this with all of his patients? Were they all on a first name basis with him?
"Okay, Josh," I slightly smiled, wiping tears from my face. He jotted something down in his notebook, wrapping his fingers in his short, brown curls. I felt like a kid around him. I usually had butterflies in my stomach, dancing the entire time. I jumbled up most of my words and didn't really think straight. The timer on his desk went off and made me jump.
A timer scared you? Shows how much of a man you can be.
"Well, I guess that's all for today, Tyler. I'll see you Thursday, okay? And be ready to talk to me." He said, standing up.
"Okay, Mist-, I mean Josh," I laughed. He walked me out the door and winked at me right before I left. I could feel my face burning red.
How could you let Josh give you such a feeling if this relationship was supposed to be kept professional?
I just wanted to be held in his arms and kissed all over by him.
But that'd mean that I'm... gay?
Faggot.
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A/N: Okay so I'm planning on making most of these chapters sort of short so you can read just one in a quick amount of time if needed. I have no idea how long I'm going to make this book but I hope anyone reading this enjoyed it! -Alex
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FanfictionTyler Joseph was 23 years old and had depression from a life changing event as a kid. He starts therapy with Joshua Dun who soon becomes more than his therapist. Their lives take twists and turns. Their relationship strengthens and weakens. What wil...
