Lovemore

Chapter 17

Bella's P.O.V.

After have a night filled with dreams about Rose and Emmett I finally wake up. As soon as i wake up I hear Renee down in the kitchen getting breakfast made and the table ready. I hear Charlie down in his study getting everything ready for the day. Then there's me sitting on my bed not wanting to get ready for the day, don't get me wrong I want to see Rose and Emmett but I'm tired of the school week already.

I finally lift myself out of bed and head straight for the shower. This has always been my morning routine and I don't plan on changing it. Anyway I hurry in the shower and then step in front of the full body mirror.

I turn alittle so that I can see the scars on my back. I turn alittle more and see my not so pleasant times growing up being what I am. My whole back is nothing but scars and I see nothing wrong with them, I have grown used to them and they tell my story. My life wasn't always as easy as it is now, I used to not have this morning routine like I do now. I turn back around and quickly get dressed for the day.

I run downstairs with all of my stuff that I'm going to need for school and go to the dining room to be met with my mom and dad. I set my stuff down on the floor and sit at my seat at the table. I grab my fork and look up to see my parents looking at me weirdly.

"What, is there something on me or my face?" I ask while looking down at myself.

"No sweetie we just heard you tossing and turning alot last night, are you alright?" Mom asks.

"Yeah I'm fine I just had weird dreams." I say and start eating.

I hear Charlie start chowing down on his bacon and eggs and I do the same. I was just starting on my second plate full when I hear a car pull up outside. Three seconds later there is a knock at the door and Renee going to answer it.

"Why hello Emmett and Rosalie, to what do we owe the honor of you being here this morning?" Renee asks.

"Oh um, good morning Mrs. Swan, we were wondering if it was alright with you and Chief Swan if we could drive Bella too and from school today." Emmett says.

I look up from my plate and to my dad and see that he's smiling at me.

"Yeah it's fine with me as long as you want to." Charlie says.

"Same goes for me too sweetie, I don't mind." Renee says as she enters the kitchen.

I look behind her and see the two people that were in all of my dreams. "Yeah I don't mind. I'll ride with you two today as long as I get to drive sometimes also." I say with a smirk.

I here Rosalie gulp and see Emmett smirk.

"Deal." Emmett says.

"Okay well thanks for breakfast mom. I'll see you guys later on tonight. Dad have a great day at work and please be careful, don't get hurt or mom will kill people." I say as i get up and kiss them both on the cheeks.

After I kiss them I grab my backpack and head to the door after grabbing my mates and imprints hands. I open the door and usher them out first and then I shut the door behind me. I look up and see that we will be riding in the Jeep. I walk over to it and look to them.

"How are we all riding, am I sitting in the back while I tell my story or am I sitting in between you two?" I ask and look at them both.

"Its up to you, however you feel most comfortable." Rose says.

I nod and get in the front seat. I slide over and put the middle down so that its kind of like a seat and then look back outside the Jeep to see the shocked expressions on their faces.

"I'll be more comfortable in between you two so hurry up and get in so that I can tell you my story." I say. They instantly get in and Emmett starts the car and takes off.

"Okay so I know that the story has been killing you two because you don't know it. It's not a pretty story and you may not like what I have to tell you but you need to know if we're going to be together." I say and look down. I feel two hands on my knees and look up and out the window.

"It all happened when I was sixteen years old, I just found out that I could shift into my werewolf form so I was excited and all. Back then times were different so I had to be extra careful. I just shifted and started running out in the woods when rogue werewolves caught my scent and chased me down. They caught me ,obviously, and some of them attacked me. The leader of the pack had been watching for some time so when I went out by myself they attacked. Once they got me on the ground the leader stepped up and hit me in a certain spot that made me shift back into human form. When that happened the leader stepped forward and extended his claws to as long as they could go and raked them down my back. He did this multiple times and finally stopped to only allow his other men to start scraping my back also. After an hour of this happening to me my parents caught my scent and found me there, they started to attack the rogues and killed them all. They carried me back to the house and tried their best to keep the cuts from getting infected but I sweated all of the antibiotics off. The cuts got infected and I almost died except something happened to me one night and I started to get better. My body accepted the medicine and I started to get better. A month later I was up and walking but I couldn't shift without tearing my back open again, so I didnt. A year later I started shifting again and everything went back to normal. I was ashamed of my body for the following two years, so I wouldn't leave the house. I spent everyday looking at them and feeling disgusted with myself that I didn't fight back and try to save myself from the pain that I endured but it didn't matter, it was too late it already happened. After those two years my mom finally talked some sense into me and I didn't feel bad anymore about my body, I accepted it and moved on. That's why I didn't even think about telling you two about them, I honestly forgot about them. They have been apart of me for a very long time and I have grown used to them." I say all of this and then really look out the window to notice that we've pulled into the school parking lot and that the rest of the family have heard enough of the story to know what happened.

I look over and see that Emmett has broken the steering wheel and that Rose has broken the dash. I look down and feel bad that made them feel that bad to break pieces of their vehicle.

"Hey I'm sorry guys, you can just forget it and I'll take a run home." I say and climb out of the car and away from their family. Alice looked at me with pity and looked like she was about to cry.

I can't handle seeing this so I start to speed walk to the building to start my day at school.

Another chapter down and many more to come. I hope you enjoyed the chapter.

I hope you liked the story that I made up for her scars. If you don't we'll I'm sorry and I'll try to do better with whatever comes next.

Anyway have a great day/night.