"LoveIsNotAboutGenderItsAllAboutAcceptance" (BASED ON MY TRUE TO LIFE STORY)

Merry Christmas and a Happy 8th Months of Love

December 25,2016
At 8:02 am

To my best friend, my better half, my dinner date, my pillow, my cheerleader, and my confidant: Hi Baby MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 8 MONTHS OF LOVE TO US 😍😊 It's been awhile pero still may TAYO parin It seems like 20 months have zoomed by in half the time, but it seems as if this has been my reality for so much longer. I can hardly remember what it's like to not have you in my life. Since it is our one-year and eight months, I would like to end our first year and months together with that same act of old-fashioned romance. First and foremost, I want to start off with an apology. I am sorry for my faults, my shortcomings and for my insecurities. 👆🏻Secondly, I want to say thank you. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for proving me wrong every time I thought of negativity. Thank you for showing me not only how much you love me, but also how much you appreciate me every single day, from the moment I wake up to the moment I close my eyes. Thank you for always believing in me, even when I don't believe in myself. ✌🏻Thirdly, and most importantly, I love you. Truly, madly, deeply. 👌🏻 There is so much that I want to say, but I have no idea how to categorize it and shorten it into something that would encompass ongoing volumes of what I feel for you. So much has happened in just this twenty months, but having the constant comfort of you by my side has made me feel like I can do anything. I have more hope and expectations for myself for us especially now than ever before. I have always wanted to pave for us the best life possible, but I am so humbled to have you here—that having you here has made me see beyond ourselves. My goals are now yours, and your goals are now mine, and I am not ashamed of saying that I would prefer to build a life with you than to try to strive for greatness on my own. 💒🏠👩‍👩‍👦🐶🚗✈️I see us as a power couple. I see us as the couple that everyone wants to be. I see us spending our lives pushing each other further, neither of us satisfied until the other is ahead. I think many people don't understand what real romance is. Anyone can buy flowers, candy and jewelry, but you have taught me that the truly romantic things in life are those little things you do every day to show you care and that you are thinking of me soso? 🤷🏼‍♀️. It is going out of your way to make me happy; the way you hold my hand when you know I feel so weak and scared, the random update text messages in the middle of your one hour lunch break, just to say, "I love you," or "I miss you." The way you tell me I'm beautiful, even if my hair is a mess and I have no makeup on. Romance is putting your favorite show on pause so I can tell you about my day and laughing at my jokes—even the really lame ones. It is slow dancing in the sala and kissing in the kitchen and sneaking out just to make love at lola's bed. 🤣 Romance isn't about buying, it's about giving. True romance is in the gestures by give and take. 💯 I just remembered once upon a time, I was very afraid that I would not be able to recognize love when it found me. Though I knew, I hardly even realized that I've been preparing myself for this. Every lesson I've learned because of you, and every day dream I've had of you before I even knew who you were, has brought me to this moment where I can hardly keep my eyes dry long enough to get to the next sentence. Being in love and being loved feels so good. I wish everyone in the world could experience half, even a sweet quarter of our love just to know how they feel—the world would definitely be a much better place. I have received more love, caring and consideration from you in 20 months than I have from most people that I've known my entire life. Loving you is being 10 years old again, scaling a tree with my eyes bright and skyward, wanting only to get higher and higher, without a thought of how I would get back down. They say that you should treat others how you wish to be treated, and this is so true in that the very love you have given me is what I have used to love you in return. Your love—intense, yet playful, innocent and pure—fills me with peace, contentment and tranquility. It is always just enough. I can only hope that the love I have for you can give the love that you have given me a smidgen of justice. I will spend the rest of my life trying to make sure that it does. My mom used to tell me.. That Our kind of love wouldn't last long. Girl and Girl. How do we take care of each other? How can we be married? I used to dream of having a baby. Having a perfect family but I didn't care. 🤷🏼‍♀️ Because I chose you. 👭I told to my mom.. Why does our love need a legal marriage? Why do we have to have child to prove that we will never leave each other? Any couple with legal marriage can break up. That I can prove I can never love anyone else, just you only you and no one else but you. 🔐 You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest and most tomboy person I have ever known—and even that is an understatement. I'm so happy, I'm so lucky and blessed to have you in my life though we were always having arguments and understanding, my love for you would never change. ❌🥀 Dumating narin tayo sa mga puntong ayaw natin mangyare noon pero hold on, don't give up! MAG AAWAY LANG TAYO AT HINDI TAYO MAG HIHIWALAY. 🤝 Lagi mong tatandaan na mahal kita at hindi ko kaya pag nawala ka 😔 Alam naman natin na medyo marami-rami narin tayong napag daanan sa buhay, sa relasyon natin actually. Kahit na lately sobrang hindi na natin maintindihan yung mga nangyayare, sobrang wasak na wasak ako you know that pero thankyou dahil inayos mo parin, dahil kung hindi naman talaga tayo para sa isa't isa, Pilitin mo kase ayoko sa iba 💔😞 Ikaw lang ang mahal ko at wala ng iba. Ikaw lang ang gusto kong mapangasawa at makasama ng panghabang-buhay. Sorry kung palagi na lang akong nagseselos sa tuwing may malapit sayo. 😔😔Ayaw ko lang naman kasi na mawala ka sakin at mapunta ka sa iba or yung attention mo mabaling sa ibang strangers. Tandaan mo you were my bestfriend, my girlfriend, my comforter, my healer, my sexy love, my baby and my future husband to be. YOU ARE MY ALL. You are my source of inspiration and the reason I get up for work every day. I treasure you and you should know that. I will never ever let someone, slut you from me. I love you and no one can replace you in my heart 😊😍😍😘 Again HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY AND 8 MONTHS OF LOVE  and MERRY CHRISTMAS 🎄🎁 TO US BABY 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 IMISSYOUSOMUCH and ILOVEYOUSOMUCH so big so true to infinity and beyond. To the moon and back! Xoxo tsup lp 💘💓💖💕💞❤💝😍☺😘💋🐶👵🏻👭💍🔐 - with KAEL LACSON

Yan ang bati ko sakanya sa napaka special na araw na to ngayon kahit hindi kame mag kasama( every christmas and new year nag ce celebrate kase kame sa Capas Manlapig sa best friend ng dad ko).. gusto ko ma appreciate niya every single words na sinulat ko para sakanya para malaman niya kung gaano ko siya ka MAHAL kung gaano ako ka PROUD at kung gaano siya ka HALAGA sa buhay ko..

Pagka tapos ng mahaba habang kwentuhang ng parents ko umuwe na kame...pero dahil espesyal na araw namin ngayon nag punta ako sa tito ko para samahan ako papunta ng San Rafael..

"Happy Monthsary baby ko ILOVEYOUSOMUCH" sabi ko sakanya
Sabay inabutan ko siya ng 1k dahil alam ko wala na siyang baon papasok sa trabaho..(kung anong meron ako gusto ko lang i share sakanya na kahit parte ako ng buhay niya hindi ko siya pababayaan for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and un health..) yan ang palagi kong sinasabi sakanya FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE I WILL LOVE AND CHERISH HER . TILL DEATH DO US PART!