Heartache (immortalfox)

Confused.

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"Wanna go play ps3?" He asked.

"Yes, we should."

I got up off the bed and followed him out into the living room.

We spent the rest of the day playing random games on the ps3. I didn't really have the energy to do anything else after what happened earlier today.

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"Fuck you Sly!" I yelled as he beat me again on Mario Kart.

We've been playing for the past two hours. He doesn't even let me win, he beats me everytime.

"Oh stop it,"

"Why won't you let me win?" I whine, trying to convince him to let it happen.

"Because it wouldn't be fair, I have to at least try." He said shifting his weight towards to me.

"That's not fair to me," I pout.

"Oh aleks, you're so cute when you pout," he says grabbing my lip.

"No I'm not,"

"Yes you are,"

I shake my head, ignoring Eddie the best I could.

"Aleks.." Eddie said trying to get my attention.

"Aleks?"

I shook my head, still ignoring him.

"Fine don't answer.." He said setting the controller on the table. "I know what will make you answer me,"

He smiled, than grabbed my face. He turned it so I was looking straight at him, he than kissed me. A deep passionate kiss, he pulled back and I could feel his hot breathe linger on my lips.

I feel him pull back, and push his body back against the couch. He seems frustrated, and the awkward silence fills the room.

I get up off the couch and walk to the kitchen. I grab the pop out of the fridge and I have a glass.

This is so complicated, I don't understand what's going on between us. But, I feel him becoming more attracted to me and I'm becoming more attracted to him.

I want to tell him, say maybe we can make this private until I come out. Than he can come out afterwards. But I don't want him to get mad at me for it.

I think he's just confused. Confused about his sexuality, that's all.

I need to make this final, to have a relationship that I'll actually be happy about.

You know, when you grow to love your best friend. What can you do?

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How's it so far?
Good? :3

I hope so, thanks for reading lovelys.