Heartache (immortalfox)

Warm Lips Against Cold Lips.

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Was the last words I said before he slammed his lips into mine. I felt healed by the touch, like it was meant to happen at that very moment.

"Let me take us home." He said smiling.

I nodded, I stood up and shook the dirt off my clothes. I walked up the shoreline to his car.

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The ride back was quiet, neither of us said a word. When Eddie pulled into the driveway, the anxiety filled my chest.

I gripped the door handle, my thoughts racing. What was I going to do if they ask questions?

"Don't say anything." Eddie said breaking the silence.

"What?" I questioned.

"Don't tell them your secret, don't tell them about what happened today."

"Okay.." I mumbled.

I got out of the car and walked up to the house. I opened the door and placed my wet sweater down on the back of the couch.

"Aleks. Dude, why are you soaked?" James asked walking out of the kitchen.

"I slipped on a rock by the pier."

"Why the fuck were you by the pier?"

"Because Sly and I, got into an argument."

"Ouch, about what?"

"Don't matter."

"Ok?" He said before turning and walking back into the kitchen.

That's what I was worried about, someone asking about what happened. I will just keep quiet, they don't need to know.

I pulled my shirt up over my head and bunched it up. I walked up the stairs to my room, I opened the door and closed it behind me.

I threw my shirt into the hamper, I yanked my pants off along with my boxers and tossed them in the hamper as well.

I slammed my body down on my bed. All I can smell is salt water, it's intoxicating me.

I decided I couldn't stand the smell anymore, so I got up off my bed. I walked over to the dresser and grabbed some clean clothes. I walked across the hall into the bathroom. I turned the shower on making sure it's the right temperature, before I get in.

I stepped into the shower, I let the hot water run down my body. My mind kept thinking about the mishap of today. I guess the one thing I never thought would happen, happened.

Eddies warm lips against my cold lips. The sensation I got from him is indescribable. What do I do? I hope things won't be awkward between us. I mean, I like Eddie, I honestly do. But, I'm not ready for everyone to know I'm gay yet.

I finished my shower, than I got dressed. I walked back into my room, and grabbed my laptop. I sat down on my bed, I opened the laptop and turned it on. I grabbed my headphones from under my pillow and plugged them in.

I opened up the browser and went to youtube. I went to our channel. I'm scanning through the old videos, and a thought comes across my mind.

Maybe this is how I will come out.

Having a live feed with the boys and just talk to them. Than boom I will come out and tell them all I'm gay.

I went to google and typed in immortalHD fanfics. I searched through them, oh how I loved what the fans write. I found this tag, #immortalfox. I clicked on the tag and this story popped up. I looked through the comments, 'I wish they were dating' and 'Aleks has to be gay, I wish he would come out.' Looking at these comments is making me think about things.

I have this crazy reality that the thoughts of our fans will become true.

Wait.. All these thoughts are crazy, I can't do this what would the guys think. I want to be open with the guys, tell them nothing will change between any of us. I hope they all accept me for who I am, not because of what I like. That would be stupid if they thought different.

I turn my head towards the door as I hear a knock.

"Come in," I mumble,

In walks Eddie, he looks unhappy.

"Hey, Aleks, erm.. can we talk?"

"Yeah, sure."

"It's about earlier," he said closing the door behind him.

"What about it?"

"I'm sorry for kissing you."

"Why?"

"Because it was like a spur of the moment type thing,"

"Huh?"

"I didn't think, I just did it."

"So?"

"I don't know.."

"I liked it.."

"You did?"

"Yes, I mean I like you Eddie. I really do."

"Really?"

"Yes Eddie."

"Well that makes two of us." He mumbled to himself, thinking he's the only one that heard but I did too.

"Wanna go play ps3?" He asked.

"Yes, we should."

I got up off the bed and followed him out into the living room.

We spent the rest of the day playing random games on the ps3. I didn't really have the energy to do anything else after what happened earlier today.

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