Heartache (immortalfox)

What Do You Want?

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"Wait till we're done,"

I nod, and within two laps he has him beat. I stand up from the couch and walk to the door. I slip on my shoes, and wait for Eddie to get ready.

I step outside, Eddie following behind me. We get into his car, and we drive off. To where? I don't know.

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He stops in front of a park, I look over at him watching him ponder the thought of getting out or staying in the car.

"Park or in here?" He asks.

"We can talk here if you want to?" I tell him.

"Okay, what did you want to talk about Aleks."

"I just wanted to know what you expect from me."

"What do you mean?" He asks.

"Between us. Do you want a relationship? or just friends?" I half frown.

"I don't know Aleks.." He shakes his head.

"What do you mean you don't know!"

"I don't know." He grips his hand on the steering wheel.

"I want to know Eddie. I can't pretend I don't feel anything for you." I say, as I feel the burn in the back of my eyes, I'm fighting the tears.

"You feel something for me?"

"Of course I do."

"Is that why you never pulled away when I kissed you?"

"Yes. Okay Eddie. I like you, a lot."

"I can't believe this.."

"Well it's true,"

"I don't know if I want a relationship, that's the thing Aleks."

"Than don't,"

"What?"

"Take me home,"

"Why?"

"Just take me home.." I slipped my selt belt under my shoulder, and I pushed my head against the window.

I can't believe him, I went though all this heart felt conversation for nothing. He does want me, I knew it from the start.

He starts the car, and drives back to the house. I get out of his car, and rush inside. I don't talk to anyone the whole way to my room.

I just slam my body down on the bed and try to sleep. I just felt like bawling, all I could fell was this pain in my chest.

It hurts.

Like someone ripped out my heart and replaced it with lava. It was burning inside me, I can't handle this.

I'm just going to put my music on, and maybe I'll drift to sleep.

Slowly.

Very slowly.

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