khnm oneshots

misery (6x4)

*************MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE MANGA!****************



also big disclaimer lol:

 i wrote this a really long time ago and mu hadn't woken up or whatever the hfjaslhdk happened bc tbh ive been purposely avoiding the manga lolz so just so you know i got this completely and utterly wrong this is not at all what happened in the manga (more like what i wished happened kind of), im sorry. this oneshot is more like an AU than a non-AU heads up. this is so inaccurate ahh but you know what, doesn't matter LETS GO

title: misery
pairing: mutsumi x shinomiya
word count: 1493
summary:shi's pov when mu is in his coma (au kind of) loosely based off manga?
warnings: coma, death, hospitals, that kind of thing

❝ I can't breathe. The world stops. Everything just shatters in front of my eyes.

I can't do anything.

I let out a large sigh and start to cry. Sobs rack my body until I'm weeping hysterically, trembling and shivering.

Not him. Please.

I can't stop crying. No matter how hard I try, the tears come back.

He's not dead.

I know.

But it still hurts.

Everything hurts.

He might never come back.

Never wrap his arms around me, never smile his beautiful smile that lit up the room, never speak.

The worst part?

The worst part was I never told him.

I never told him that I had fallen for him.

That I was completely and utterly in love with the boy.

He would reject me, I know.

But I wanted-needed to tell him. My surroundings would scream, and holler at me, shouting: Shinomiya! Tell him before it's too late!

It's too late.

I let out a soft sigh and start to weep again.

Because I can't stop crying.

I visit him everyday.

I visit the old, run-down hospital to see him.

He's the only thing on my mind, everyday. I can't stop thinking about him.

All the nurses know me.

I talk with them sometimes.

They sometimes listen and watch me speak to him.

He looks like a broken angel.