Laborious Devotion (Kellic)

Chapter Three

"Vic you literally act like you don't even give a shit about me."
"Are you actually kidding me?" I raised my voice.
"No, I'm not actually. You don't ever even check up on me and I take you everywhere and spend money on you and the least you could do is ask how I am." I scoffed at that.
"Damn, my bad I don't go off of mommy and daddy's money. I'm sorry I can't get a job and buy you everything because I would if I could but I can't."

Kellin rolled his eyes at me and crossed his arms across his chest.

"You wanna know why you don't have money Vic? You blow every fucking penny on drugs. You don't care about anything but your drugs. All you want is a high. You don't even come and at least hang out with me. When is the last time you fucking spoke to me not high off of God knows what." He scoffed. I became very angry.

"I don't want to hear shit from you Kellin. You have no idea what I feel and you don't know what my mind is like, how mixed up everything is. I can't leave whenever I want-" Kellin cut me off,

"Bullshit, you don't seem to have a problem sneaking out to get high."

"You're so inconsiderate. You literally live in your own world and don't put yourself in someone else's place before you run your mouth about how wrong I am with everything." I shouted. Kellin flinched at how suddenly loud I was yelling.

"I'm leaving." I spoke. He started to say something but I ignored it and left his house. I got into my car and sat there. I leaned my head against the headrest of my seat. My head is pounding and my thoughts are racing. I drove to my house to see if anybody was home to see if I could be there, but found it empty. I walked inside and went straight upstairs to my bathroom. I closed the door and started breathing heavy and pacing around the bathroom,  clawing at my hair.

"Fuck! FUCK!" I yelled. I threw things across the bathroom, I could feel myself losing control. I went to the bottom of my cupboard and grabbed out what I haven't used in awhile. I picked up the sharp piece of metal and stared at it. I haven't done it in months. I put it back on the counter and tears begin to trickle from my eyes. I realized I didn't care, and used it. My shoulder and the top of my arm was ruined. I still couldn't find myself to care. I went back into my room and stormed around it. I ripped open my dresser drawer and took out the small bag of Coke I had and went back to the bathroom.

I've done at least 4 lines at this point, plus smoking. I sighed and put the stuff away. I felt my body begin to feel overwhelmed with energy. I exited the bathroom and went to my car. I drove. I found myself at Alex's house. I walked up to his door and didn't bother knocking. I walked in and Alex was sitting in his living room.

"Oh hey man what's good?" Said Alex.
"Just came to chill. You got alcohol? Lets party bro. I'm pumped lets go." I spoke quickly. Alex laughed and agreed and got 4 different bottles.

By now I've probably taken 7 shots, and I can feel the impact. Alex has so many people here. I walked up to random people and began taking shots with them. I noticed a guy looking at me from the other side of me. I put my empty shot glass down and walked over to him. He looked me up and down and smirked.

"Looks like you're having fun," He spoke to me. "I'm Jaime, you are?"
"I'm Vic." I yelled over the music. He nodded and we began drinking together.

Not more than an hour later I found myself allowing Jaime to take me up to the third floor into one of the empty bedrooms. We walked into it and he shut the door grabbed my waist and put his lips to mine. He kissed me hard with so much lust I could feel it radiating off of him. He pushed me to the bed behind us and I landed on it with a soft bounce. He slid his shirt off and continued to roughly kiss me. He began trailing kisses down my neck as he slid his hands up my torso to my chest under my shit. I couldn't help but let out a soft moan. It's been so long since I've done anything with someone. He took my shirt off of me and began kissing down my chest, my stomach, until he got to the top of my jeans. He looked up at me with dark, lust filled eyes and unbuttoned my pants. I kicked them off and threw them on the floor. He began kissing my hipbones as he slowly made his way over to my crotch. He placed a kiss on my hard-on and it sent what it felt like electric currents through my body. I sighed and he took my boxers off to completely expose me. He didn't hesitate to take me into his mouth. I let out a deep moan, not regretting it escape me. He bobbed his head up and down, occasionally putting it all the way to the back of his throat.

"Fuck." I moaned. He took me to the back of his throat again and let out a moan that sent vibrations through me and made me moan louder, once again. He took me out of his mouth and took of his pants and boxers. He got on top of me and began kissing my neck once again.
"Can we go all the way?" he whispered.
"I don't even know you." I breathed.
"That's what makes it even more fun." He smirked. I was so high off of so many things that I couldn't find myself to care that I was about to have sex with someone I didn't even know.

He made me go on my knees as he situated himself behind me. He grabbed my waist firmly. He put his member to me and pushed in.

"Oh my god." I said, breathlessly. He began to pick up his pace and thrust harder into me. I was a moaning mess as he hit that place over and over. He leaned over me and started kissing my neck as he pounded into me.

"Touch me please." I spoke. He reached around me and grabbed onto my member. He began pumping me and I couldn't handle how amazing this felt. He was pumping me faster and faster as he thrusted  into me.

"I'm going to.. oh my god.." I moaned.
"Come on, come in my hand, for me." He whispered to me. That was enough to set me over and i released and  let out a deep moan as I felt Jaime pull out and finish on me.

"You're a good fuck." Jaime spoke, and that was the last thing I heard before I passed out, naked next to a stranger.

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I woke up, trying to pry my heavy eyelids open. I felt my face laying against someone else, and I automatically assumed it was Kellin until I sat up and saw a guy that I'd never met in my life. I quickly realized I was naked and began to panic.

"Oh my god." I said, not caring if I woke up the guy in my bed- actually not my bed, a bed in Alex's house. I frantically put my underwear on and pulled my shirt on.

"Leaving already?" The guy from bed spoke. I looked at him.
"I'm so sorry, I have to go. I don't even remember what happened last night but I think I have a pretty good idea of what did happen. I'm sorry I.. i have to go." I rambled. I put my clothes on and went down the stairs and straight out to my car. I grabbed my phone and saw I had 10 missed calls from Kellin and multiple texts, all basically frantically asking where I'm at and if I'm okay and him apologizing. I put my car into drive and drove to the only persons house I had left.
Kellins.