Sugar & Spice //C.A.L.M//

"When's the party? "

-Calum-

Immediately after walking into the apartment I was not only bombarded by questions but just about tackled by Ashton.

"What the fuck Calum?! Do you know how worried I was?" Ashton basically yelled in my ear as he suffocated me with him arms. (Because he's squeezing him to tight...not like he's actually choking Calum. XD)

"I-I'd like...I'd like to breath...please."

"Sorry...I-you just worried me. We don't know our way around and I just didn't know where you went you didn't leave a note or anything...Where did you go?" Ashton rambled after letting me go.

"I went out to walk around and decided to get some coffee for us." I said smiling thinking about the cute blonde that I just saw only a few minutes ago.

"Why are you smiling like that? And you said us...I only see one cup." Ashton questioned grabbing my coffee from my hand and taking a sip "What the hell is this Calum? It tastes like shit." Ashton shoved the cup back into my hand before running to the kitchen to spit out the taste.

"I..I didn't recognize the names and I forgot what you get for me so I just got this...and I guess I just forgot to get your drink?" It came out in more of a question then an answer.

After successfully rinsing out his mouth, Ashton turned to me giving me one of his looks that said he knew that I was lying.

"I'm going to let this go just this once because I haven't had my coffee just yet and I've been worried all morning." Ashton sighed rubbing his face. The boy could be a little grumpy in the mornings if he didn't get his coffee.

"If you'll excuse me I'm going downstairs to grab some real coffee." Ashton said walking passed me and out the door.

It took me a minute before I realized that we had a little cafe thing downstairs that served coffee.

"Opps." I said allowed even though I was the only one in the room or house.

I shrugged my arms dumping the rest of the coffee out in the sink before going downstairs to Ashton.

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-Luke-

"Absolutely not, No!" I groaned falling back onto my bed.

I hadn't even been home for an hour yet and I was already asked questions. My best friend thought it would be a good idea for me to go to a party.

"Come on Luke! Please?" Casey pouted bouncing on my bed.

"Casey I said no. You know I don't like being around people let alone drunk ones." I rolled over on my stomach burying my face into my pillows.

I felt my phone vibrate for the millionth time today.

"Have you checked your phone at all?" Casey questioned.

I groaned knowing he would tell me that I needed to. I just-I didn't want to go on there and see people asking for nudes and all that stupid shit.

"No Casey I haven't..." I sighed.

"You-"

"I know, I should check it. And I will....when I'm ready okay?" I sat up on my bed, getting up and walking over to my dresser.

"Do you mind? I need to take a shower.." I spoke softly not looking away from the dresser and not opening a drawer just yet.

All I heard was a sigh before the door shut.

I bent down going to my last drawer which was my special drawer. It had all my Pretty clothes in it, the clothes I had kept from everyone including Casey. There was a side to me that no one knew about, not my family nor Casey, and I wanted to keep it that way.

I grabbed out my favorite white sweater, that goes down to my thighs and my bear stockings (Picture) before grabbing a clean pair of panties. I threw my clothes on the bed before stripping and walking into the bathroom, turning the water until it was warm before taking a quick shower.

I did the normal, wash my hair and rinse then cleaned my body before getting out and wrapping my favorite soft brown towel and making my way into my room.

After making sure my body was dry I slipped on my panties, liking the way they felt against my soft skin, I pulled on my stocking and then my sweater.

I was just about to look in the bathroom mirror before I heard someone cough and then the door shut.

I panicked knowing they had only seen me. I could only assume it was Casey as I slowly turned around, but to my relief it wasn't the curly headed brunette. Honestly it didn't matter who it was, I already felt embarrassed that anyone had seen me.

I looked down quickly not wanting to look at Nia's face as she looked at me. I hadn't noticed that tears were streaming down my face until I felt arms around me as I was being pulled into Nia's arms.

"Shh..it's okay Luke. " Nia comforted as she rubbed my back.

After I stopped crying I pulled away to wipe the tears, I grabbed some sweats and slipped them over my legs before sitting on my bed. Soon after Nia joined me giving me a soft smile.

"You shouldn't hide yourself. I know people these days are Judgemental but I'm not and neither is Casey or Rena. I know we don't talk much or anything but me and Rena think of you as a friend just as we think of Casey. We know that you are just a little shy and I guess you have trust issues. That's normal and sometimes a good thing. Just learn to let us in sometimes. No matter what we will always be here for you okay?" Nia said patting my shoulder.

This is what I was so afraid of?...maybe she's right, maybe I should learn to let them in sometimes.

"Yeah...you're right. Thanks. Uh..for now do you think you can-"

"Not tell anyone? Of course. If you ever want to just talk or anything I'll always be here to listen or give you advice and I promise what is said will never be repeated." She smiled pulling me in for a hug again.

When we pulled away Nia looked at me and asked with a smile "Where did you get those stockings? They are so cute!" She giggled.

At the end of the night I felt better. I knew that it would be hard to tell Casey about myself..about the parts of me I'd rather keep secret, but I knew that when I did I would feel better. Of course that wouldn't be for a while.

After talking with Nia for a little she left and I decided to take off my stockings and sweats and put on my favorite pair of black skinny jeans and switched my sweater for a bigger grey shirt. I put on socks and then my black boots, grabbing my all black snapback and walked out of my room.

"When's the party?" I asked walking up to Casey and the girls.

I only hoped that I wouldn't regret this, but after seeing the smile on Casey's face I knew that it was worth making my best friend happy.

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HEEYYYO!! It's been a while. I thought that since I had some time off it being spring break and all, why not update? There will be a few more chapters that I'll update before Monday. I've got them written out. I just don't want to post them all at once. So yeah, I hope you all enjoyed this crappy chapter. Uhh Michael will be in the next chapter and then the fun will begin. MWAHAHA...sorry cx

~Cotton ♡