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Literally started crying when I saw this picture

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Literally started crying when I saw this picture...

-Mikey- 

Waking up the next day was an obvious thing that was going to happen whether I wanted it or not. 

But waking up to the sound of Anthony climbing into my room was not how I wanted to wake up.

Not only did my head hurt, but so did my heart. The thoughts and memories from the night before made there way back to me as Anthony slipped into my bed. 

I wanted to push him away and yell at him for hurting me, but I also wanted to lay there in his arms. 

Want to guess what I did?

"Why did you leave last night? I was worried sick looking everywhere for you." He whispered, pulling me closer to his chest.

A whine escaped my lips as a few tears ran down my cheek. 

Finally talking some sense into myself, I pulled away from Anthony, standing up I looked down at the man I loved. Yes, I still love him but I don't know if he loved me as much as I thought he did.

"Michael, why are you crying? Did someone hurt you?! I swear I will rip them apart!" Anthony got so defensive as if he didn't remember. It didn't seem right to me. He was worried if someone had done something to me..when in fact it was him who caused this pain that hit so deep into my heart that I was unable to breathe properly.

Maybe he forgot? Maybe he regretted it and it was just a drunken mistake...

Anthony loves me, I know he does. He wouldn't intentionally hurt me, at least I hoped he wouldn't.

What was I thinking?


"N-no...I-I just got scared. I couldn't f-find you. S-So I left C-Can you ju-just hold m-me?." I lied wiping my tears away before laying back in his arms. His arms tightened around my waist, leaning his head against mine as I laid my head on his chest. 

Where should I go from here..?

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-Cashton-


"Wait- so you lost him? Good going Cal." Ashton laughed loudly making Calum groaned and covered his head.

"Shut it." The raven haired boy whined. He always had hangovers and for some reason the honey haired lad was lucky and never did. Ashton would always tortured Calum about it. 

"Awwh poor wittle Callie has a headache." Ashton joked patting  Calum on the back before leaving towards his room.

Sometimes Calum wanted to punch Ashton. 

This was one of those moments.

A ding was heard causing Calum to look down at his phone.

'Luke's friend' 

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