If Only...

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If only the stars had come out in the day,
If only I knew what to say.

I used to be carefree.
I used to be the girl who did and tried everything.
But, now...
I am a shell.

I miss a life I have long ago left behind.
A life of laughing and hugging.
Singing and talking.

I remember a time of drinking Brutal Fruit
In my best friends house.
I remember,
Us talking about boys and...

I remember that last day,
Of pizza.

Truthfully, friend...
I miss the times we would spend.

We used to have sleepovers...
You remember that mattress I always slept on?

I remember...
Saturday mornings laughing and braaing.

I still can do my twenty-five times tables.

I remember...
Mornings talking about God in front of our class.

And friend,
I remember our song.

I used to have it on repeat.

Stranger with a past...
I find myself being last.
You lost yourself so fast.

Yet, you still see it...
Yourself.

How I do wish I could experience it all
All over again..

19/03/2017

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