Secret pt 1

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Ashton's P.O.V

It was a mistake. They're gonna kill me when they find out.
I looked down at the three positive pregnancy test on the white bathroom counter.
I wish this wasn't real. But unfortunately it is. I placed my hand on my soon to be growing stomach. "We'll be okay baby. We'll be okay."

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Weeks had passed since the discovery and I have not told the boys anything.
I had then stepped into the grey office space where many pictures of pregnant women and couples were hung.
I went up to the front desk seeing. The middle aged lady look miserable as ever.
"Can I help you?" She asked.
"I um.. I made an appointment over the phone this morning. My name is Ashton Irwin." I stuttered.
She looked at me through her dark,thick glasses and looked up my name on the computer.
"Yes, Ashton for 12:50?"
I nodded my head.
She then gave me papers to fill out while I sat down with the other pregnant people.
I sat by myself on the other side of the room away from where children were running around, and pregnant mothers looking exhausted.
But all were women. And ten there's me.
The pregnant boy freak on the other side of the waiting room.
I pulled out my phone seeing messages from all the boys.

Lukey Pukey: Babe, Where are you? We're recording today!!!

M(ickey): Dude get your cute little butt over to the studio! Are you sleeping in?!

Calum/roommate: You weren't in your bed this morning love. Why aren't you answering the other guys?!?!?!

I had completely forgot about the recording session today. But I had to do this before anything.
I had texted the boys the same thing saying I was at the doctors and that I was going to be late.

"Ashton Irwin?" A nurse called from the opened door.
I felt everyone's eyes on me as I followed the nurse.
I shouldn't be here.
She had then brought me to a small room with a bed and machines scattered throughout the room.
"So Ashton why are you here today?" She asked.
I pulled out two out of the three test I have taken.
"I um, have been feeling queasy these past few weeks so I took a pregnancy test and they all came out positive." I handed her the test.
"Are these all of them?" She asked nicely once more.
I shook my head. "No I took another one but I couldn't find it this morning before coming here."
She nodded her head and took the test putting them on top of the clipboard. She then had me take a urine and blood test real quick. So I did my usual thing, went to the bathroom, took a piss, gave her that and my blood and that's it.
"Alight Mr. Irwin. The doctor should be with you shortly." And she left the room.

What felt like years, the doctor had finally came.
"Hello Ashton." The doctor shook my hand.
"From the tests we took, you are pregnant. I just have to do a scanning and then we can talk about medication."
I nodded and laid down on the uncomfortable bed and ledges up my shirt so he can put the gel on it.

"Well this definitely concludes everything. There's two little babies in there. And they look nice and healthy."

Twins? How could I take care of twins.

"Would you like to hear the heartbeats? I think I could get something here?" He asked.
I was too shocked to say anything, so I nodded.

Soon enough multiple heartbeats echoed throughout the room.

"Oh my god." I whispered. 
I couldn't believe it. Twins!!!!

After that we had talked about the medication I would be taking throughout the entire pregnancy. I had told him that we will be going on tour before next year and he said it wouldn't be a problem as long as I don't work myself out too much.

I went into my car and sat there thinking of all the possibilities that could happens once the boys know. I can't hide a twin belly for the next 8 months.

I had gotten to the studio right before I saw the guys leave.

"Hey why were you at the doctors is everything alright?" Michael asked through my window.

"Um, I think so. It all depends." I fiddled with my fingers.

"What do you mean it depends?" Calum asked. He brushed his hands through my hair helping the stress very little.

"Meet me at the house alright? I'd feel better telling you there." I asked. The boys nodded heading to their cars following behind me to the house.

I pulled up to the house and immediately went inside pacing around the large living room.

"Ashton what the hell is going on?" Luke yelled as he got into the house. He put his hands on the small of my waist.
"You know you can tell us anything babe. Whatever happens we can fix it right?"

I shook my head. "We can't fix this."

They all looked confused. "What do you mean? Are you gonna die or something?" Michael asked.

I shook my head. "No... I'm pregnant... with twins."

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