Heartbreaker (Book 2)//Selena Gomez

Chapter 13. Zayns P.O.V

My head is spinning as I take another gulp. I feel more woozy as I continue smashing everything. Adrenaline rushes through my blood I can't control myself. Kendall! Kendall! This fucking idiot! Why doesn't she see I love her so godamn much every inch of her makes me want to love her more she's she's perfect...

I sit down as I look at myself my eyes bloodshot. I haven't slept in days ate or anything. I can't do this , I miss her f*ck I miss her sooo much. Her body, her personality, her, Nara, my Nara. I run my hands through my head as tune out as I just think about her making me at ease.

"I miss you..." I say to myself

I look up to see the mess I created in our house! OUR HOUSE! I know she has to come back some time so I put the bottle down. I know I won't be able to handle this sh*t tonight either I've been drinking so much. I love her and I miss her. Damn she said she loved me.

"YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME NARA BUT YOU LOVE HIM!"

I crash into bed with no thought in the world as I repeat over and over...

"I love you Nara..."

"I love you too..."

My eyes shoot up as I see the love of my life standing in front of me . Looking torn her eyes red her lips looks red her eyes are puffy as she stares at me studying me. Nara?

A/N I know this is super short but like that's all you get. I love messing with you guys so guys who do you ship Kara (Kendall and Nara) or Zara (Zayn and Nara) comment below!

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