I am not sure about how it started.
I am upset of that game I couldn't figure out how to control.
I don't know what to do with my life anymore... I can no longer bear the pain, those panic attacks became uncontrollable, demons are consuming me day by day.
Things are getting worse.
Rivers of tears until I can no longer, lack of oxygen until I start suffocating and a train of dark thoughts running through my head followed by a moutain of "what ifs", everytime it happens.
"What if I had to stand this the rest of this awful life of mine?
What if death was more peaceful?
What if that "deep hole" that seems to have no bottom that fellows death was all a lie to scare us?
What if.... It was the key?"
A last tear rolled down my cheek, I closed my eyes then fell into a deep sleep that I glady welcomed.
One night... That's all I am asking for. One peaceful night without those dreams... or should I call it nightmares?
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Road to peace
Teen Fiction"Now I finally feel alive" She knew what death feels like. Hailey,a eighteen years old teen, have schizophrenia. She is leaving in a constant fear. Life isn't easy. Demons consuming her and people are bullying her in the other side isn'...
