I have never seen mom this excited about something from ages. Right after coming back from the medical consultation, she started to pack things, search for a new suitable appartement, she spent a ton of phone calls the whole fellowed days..
Thinking about how deseinterested I am about the topic, even if I am the most concerned about it,seems really funny.
Today we moved away.
These last days, my episodes were getting more worst. Everything seems much more real,the whispers and the dark. The pain is getting hard to handle. I wonder how I am going to get rid of this hellhole.
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Mom insisted on enrolling in a high school. It was totally stupid.
Why should I? While I can attend online courses like I have always did from my early age.
School will bring me nothing but a daily confrontation to insults, bullies and who knows what else.. That's torture.
"...But mom! I don't want to!" I declared for the hundrendth time.
"I know it is hard for you but you promised me,the doctor said that you must live your life as normally as any other teenager" She replyed. "So stop complaining like a kid,hurry up to change your clothes and go to school" She added.
This is ridiculous. You first have be "normal" to "normally" live like other teenagers.
Which is not the case for me...
"What were you thinking when you accepted his offer?" An inner voice added in her turn.
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I stepped out the shower after a bit, wrapped a towel around myself and I dried off. I put on a simple pair of jeans,sneakers and a hoodie. I was about to fixe my hair when I remembered what happens when I look in the mirrior. I then avoid it and let my hair as messy as it is. I grabed my phone,bag,headphones and of course my pills before I headed downstairs.
"So,you are driving me to school?"
"Oh no,what did we say earlier? Hailey,normal teenagers take the bus to school.."she said while reading the newspaper.
Awesome.Things couldn't be better!
Whitout adding a word, I stepped out of house and leaned to the bus stop.
I looked down the road, I saw the bus finally coming. I stepped on once the doors open, I headed for an empty seat. I leaned my head against the window and closed my eyes thinking about what is going on in my life.
I stayed quite the whole boring road to school listening to music and playing with my sweater sleeves.
It is my first time going to school. I pretty am nerveous and scared. Scared about the fact it may occurs me anytime in front of this bunch of people.
Lost in my thoughts, I was about to make my way off the bus behind everyone else, when someome pushed me. I panic and before long I found myself falling. On a second,I am on my two feet and the next I am not. I fall down flat on my butt--hard.
Ow,that hurts.
That caught everyone's attention.
"Are you okay?" A soft voice asked.
I looked up to where the voice came from that's when a boy grabed my hand and pulls me up.
"Em..Thank you" Embarassed I ran away.
Errr. How can I be this clumsy? I humlieted myself from day one.
"Kudos to you Haily! What an awesome spectacular entrance!"
Guess who is back! My dear -oh so supportive- conscience is always there in the right timing.
I sometimes feel like my conscience is in fact someone else.
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