The Diary g.d.

Seven

Gray' s P.O.V.

For the first time in months I felt...bad? I was thinking about how rude I was to her and I found myself thinking how just one little action is giving me the slightest change of heart for people. Well..women to be exact. I still hate people for that matter but, maybe she wasn't so bad after all?

Don't get me wrong, I really appreciate what she did for me but, people are more animals than animals themselves. I can't have someone just barge into my life and have me rethinking my whole mindset all because, they cured one of my many papercuts. This one had to be the deepest one of all that wasn't intentionally.

I run my hands through my hair and rip out a piece of paper from my diary. I quickly scribble the words 'Thank you~G' onto the paper. I had thought twice about revealing my identidy to anyone but, I guess it wouldn't hurt to have some company on the bus.

Rachel's P.O.V.

Ever since I found the note on the bus, I held it tightly in my hand smiling genuinely for the first time in years. The thought of possibly having some sort of communication with 'G'. The fact that he is so undeniably attractive and is now starting to notice my existence. My heart is pooping its pants.

I exit out of the bus making my way up to my apartment, clutching the note to my chest. I walk into my apartment finding Val slumped on the couch, paying close attention to the television stuffing her mouth with cheese puffs. I didn't think she noticed I had arrived until she spoke, "Why are you smiling so much, you're creeping me out."

I look up and felt my cheeks flush. "Its nothing.." I trailed off. Her eyes widened as she got up from the couch. I quickly his the note behind my back. She tried reaching for it, but failed.

"Its a guy, isn't it?" She asked smirking as she folded her arms across her chest.

"What? Of course not. Listen I'm kind of tired, so night Val." I said backing up as she stood there still smirking.

I fumbled around trying to find the doorknob as I backed up into my door. As soon as I found it, I hurried into my room and plopped down on my bed. "Phew." I sighed in relief still holding the note to my chest. The smile never once left my face.

I couldn't help but think I could have feelings for him....No. How could one grow feelings for someone you've never had a deep conversation with?

How could I possibly feel something for a stranger I've been riding the same bus on for months and only started to communicate? My thoughts were overpowering my desire to sleep and I found it hard to fall asleep.

Hey guys, its been such a long time. Yes, I realize that but I was working so hard on trying to work on my grades.  However, I just got on summer vacation last week so I've been relaxing for a bit and I'll be able to update much more often.

How have you guys been?

Also, I'm so so sorry that this chapter is short I honestly had writers block while writing this. I had so many moments where I just stared at the screen not knowing what else to write. So I'm sorry this chapter sucks.

Much love, S💖