The Diary g.d.

Six

I stretched my arms out yawning as my alarm blared at its fullest. I read the numbers that flared a bright read 6:30am.

I rub my eyes probably smearing any left over mascara from yesterday that my makeup remover didn't pick up. I slipped on my slippers and trudged over to my bathroom grabbing a few things along the way.

I stepped into the shower making sure to wash away all my nervousness and jitters. Once I was done, I towel dried my hair and slipped on my undergarments.

I looked at the uniform giving it a second glance. The glance I hadn't taken when I first received it. Now I understand why anyone would want to break the uniform policy. These strips of cloths shouldn't even be considered wearable material.

I for one, like to dress however I want. But, I do prefer to reserve myself.  I do not like to dress scandalous. Okay, maybe for a special occasion but seriously for a job?!

The uniform consisted of a reversible skin tight dress. The outside being white and the interchangeable inside being black. Kudos to whoever thought of the versatility while making this. Seriously, like not everyone necessarily will like wearing white everyday.

Anyways, there was white stockings underneath with the garter hanging loosely. A white headband along with some supplies and a pair of white, latex, knee high boots. I am not all for wearing bright colors. Never have, never will. So, I'll just wear the black side for now.

I tried to squeeze into the dress. Not only is it too revealing for my liking but, I'm not exactly the skinniest girl out there. And right now, this dress was suffocating the air out of me. I guess this is a sign that I should lose some weight... hah psych! I love food and nothing's  going to stop me.

I will have to ask for a bigger size but oh well. It's not my fault I'm not a toothpick. Everyone was created differently and should be able to wear whatever they want. I mean the uniform is already as scandalous as it is.

I take a good look in the mirror. The dress came up mid thigh. My cleavage was showing a bit too much for my comfort. Thankfully, Dr.Sanchez was lenient on outerwear and shoes. Honestly, I don't see myself wearing the boots anytime soon.

I sighed pulling my hair up into a ponytail and apply minimal makeup. By minimal I mean, mascara and highlighter. Every girl needs a bit of glow in their life to be honest. I've been feeling a lot more comfortable without makeup. I've started accepting myself more as a person and I feel refreshed. (Stay woke😂)

I head out of my room and find the apartment empty.  Of course, Val is probably at some random guys house right now. I rolled my eyes at her filth all over the place and made myself some breakfast.

The toaster strudel was almost finished when I started pouring some milk into my mug. The toaster strudel sprang up and I grabbed the piping hot pastry quickly placing it on my plate. I took out the icing and watched it melt as I traced random shapes.

I placed it in my mouth once it cooled off and gulped down the liquid in my mug. I rushed over to the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I grabbed my purse and headed downstairs out to my bus stop.

I patiently waited for the bus to arrive like always. Once I hear the familiar sound of the tires screeching, I climb on inserting coins and sat in my usual seat.  I glance across to find the very attractive young man sitting there.

I stare outside of the window taking in the beauty of life. No one really ever takes a good look at what we have and how blessed we are. I like to appreciate even the smallest things in life.

I was zoning off  to the sound of pages being flipped when I hear a hiss. I look over quickly to find the man staring at his thumb, clenching his teeth as blood started to ooze out. I hastily look through my purse and pull out the only supplies I needed.

Even though I didn't necessarily want to meet him this way. I will finally get to talk to him...hopefully. I move across my seatand sit next to him. "Here let me help you." I said trying to grab his hand but he pulled away making me frown slightly.

"I'm fine." He said looking away from me. All I wanted to do was grab him by the chin to stare into his eyes. But, I can't do that because he will probably think differently of me. Somehow, I mustered up confidence and grabbed his chin gently.

I looked into his eyes. The hazel color reminding me of pecans. His eyes were clouded up as they brewed into a storm with his pupil. I lost my voice suddenly and couldn't find the words to speak.

"I-um.. I can help you I promise." I said opening the packet of the alcohol wipe cleaning around the wound carefully. I placed a bandaid on his thumb and kissed it lightly. I blushed furiously realizing what I just did.

"I'm sorry, I-i was always taught that kisses always make everything better.." I admitted looking down.

His cold stare softened when I said those words but they went back to it's original dullness immediately. "Well, they never work for me." He spoke in a dark tone.

I sighed realizing it was my stop and got up shortly after. I walked up the steps into the asylum and signed into the front desk.

I walked over to my office and sat down filing and assorting papers. I looked through endless piles of paper. I tried to avoid reading any information on it but, some caught my eye.

That's weird, I came across everyone in towns record including mine. It's as if they expect us to all go crazy and end up in this asylum..

Thankfully, there was no crazy patients today. But, Dr.Sanchez was never in sight. Which, made me wonder where she was if she said she worked in this office too?

After a long day of work, I gather all of my belongings and pull down the dress that rose up every five seconds. I was so ready to get out of this itchy dress. I signed out amd went outside. I stood at the bus stop and deposited the last amount of coins I had left in my purse.

I walk down the aisle of the bus and find a piece of notebook paper on my seat. There was a neatly written 'Thank you' with a G shortly after it. It must be the attractive guy. His name probably starts with G... Well now I can call him G until I figure out his name.

Lmao sorry for the super long intro I kinda dragged it on so my bad lol

I also apologize for the time skips...i kinda wanted to have a little interaction between them but yeah idk

I've been slacking on updates you guys I'm sorry I've just been having so much trouble sleeping..😴😪

This chapter was kinda boring ik but I had writers block for the longest time bc I had no idea how to even start the chapter. I just knew I wanted the little paper cut incident to happen bc I thought it would be cute but idk *sigh*

Anyways I hope you liked it and ilysm.  Btw we are close to 100 reads yay ❤