Bangtan Angst [ Editing ]

Lost Tracks [ JiKook ]

[ Angst #JiKook ]

Shared laughters, Cuddles at night, and Sharing warmth are my favorite things to do with you, With your bunny smile showing wide in your face.

we were happy, we used to wonder around the world with our hands clutched together. But one time i saw you.. with your ex, both of you are laughing, i saw your eyes twinkles when you're with him.

You never smiled like that whenever you're with me, you're eyes never twinkles whenever your with me, maybe  they are right. i just force you into this. Maybe i am really just your rebound. Maybe you never really love me--

I went to our room seeing you chatting and smiling, it makes me smile too, but it leaves a little hole in my heart only to find out that i am not the reasons of your smiles.

"Am I not enough?" i asked, looking straightly in your eyes. your face blank and emotionless. I smiled, cause i don't want you to see me i am weak.

You didn't even bother looking at my eyes, or uttering a word. "Well i guess your silence means yes" A tear roll into my cheeks. "I hope you find in taehyung, what you didn't find in me...."

That was my last words to him before i leave him, and there he was standing, not even bothering to stop me from my tracks.

Now i am all alone, wondering in every streets by myself, alone. Lonelyness broke in. my perfect smile, you said, now gone and will never show up again.

My life is wrecked without you but my life has to continue and go on.. without you, helping me to achieve my dreams.. It was sad and loenly, but have no choice but to accept tha fact that you and i only exist in my dreams...

now i am wondering in different streets, alone. i am wandering around to wherever my feet take me, lost in tracks. finding new hope, new light to catch me from falling apart.

seeking for help. i am nothing but broken pieces you left. walking in unfamilliar streets. trying to find whatever can help me..

i'm broke, broke without you. nothing but stranger in their eyes.