Bangtan Angst [ Editing ]

Confession? [ JiKook ]

[ Angst #JiKook ]

Sitting under the old oak tree, jungkook's favorite place to stay when he needs to think or when he wanna be alone. watching the birds fly by, and the breeze of air swooshing each trees.

it was a perfect silence for him, a very perfect scenery. suddenly a small figure seated behind him, his hand resting on the younger's shoulder. 'he's more perfect than the scenery' he thought as jimin sits beside him.

"oh- hyung.. what are you doing here-", the younger male asked not bothering spare jimin a single glance. he just knew the presence of him. and he enjoys it when his hyung is with him.

" i am here too ask you.. and tell you something, but i am gonna ask you first!" he chuckles. scratching his nape as jimin looks at kookie shyly. Jungkook raised a brow curious of what his hyung would ask.
"sure what is it hyung" he mutters finally glancing at the male.

"back at the airplane why did you seat far from me..? you always seat near me-" the little male asked, his lips quirked into a pout as he looks at the younger. "i just wanted to seat next to taehyungie" jungkook utters barely inaudible.

"oh-- i see what's happening here.." jiminnie cooed as he pokes the sides of the other male. "you liked taehyung, don't you?" he asked, smiling as if it was okay to him. but deep inside he was breaking.

"What?! hyung no!!! eww" jiminnie laughs at the maknae's reaction. "oh-- c'mon- kookie-ah~ there is nothing you should be shy.. i am your hyung--" the petite male teases. Jungkook shakes his head. "taehyung is not my crush okay?" he explains..

"So you do loved him!?" jiminnie asked again, laughing. Faking the smile and the laugh that he was making. "No! not even! i don't like or love taehyung-hyung!!" he exclaims, arms crossed at his chest.

"you don't? then do you have any crush jungkookie?" jiminnie asked again, keeping a straight face. the younger nodded as a response. "Can i know who was he?" jimin asked, eyes looking at him.

"Why would i even tell you--" the other male raised a brow. "uhhh... because i am your hyung.." jimin said unsurely "c'mon tell me~!!" he whines as he messes kookie's hair. the younger whining at his hyungs actions.

"fine but if i tell you, you won't bother me anymore!" kookie mutters, as his hyung quirks his brows, "sure! but no promises.. you even told me being close to you bothers you!" he huffs, lips pouting as he hits the younger's arm lightly.

"Yah! Jiminnie-Hyung that was a joke- and you need to promise me!" he objected. jimin smiles at the younger's address to him. "yiee~! he finally called me 'jiminnie'.. anyways fine i promise i park jimin won't bother you anymore" jimin giggled as he poked jungkook's side repeatedly.

"i always call you that" he says plainly, chuckling at his hyung's playfullness. "yah!! you're changing the topic~'' Jimin says as he whines, " But you started it! you're the one saying i finally called you 'jiminnie'" kookie laughs at his hyung's.

"oh- right.. going back, who is he tell me! tell me!" he giggles his gaze locked at the youngers. "should i show you a picture of him?" jungkook asked, looking back at his hyung as he smiles.

"yes! yah- make its quick i am excited to kno--" handing jimin the picture of kookie's said crush, jimin wasn't able to finish his sentence as kookie handed him the picture. it was a picture of him. gasping as he looks to jungkook, but he is no longer beside him. "k-koookie! its a picture of me-- yah! hey come back! wait-- does this means you liked me?! jungkook!" he pouts. "hey! i haven't tell you yet that... that.. i am dying... i like you too kookie" he whispers the last part of his sentence

weeks later jimin tried to insist a conversation with the maknae but he keeps ignoring his hyung. it makes jimin sad specially that his days staying here won't be long enough anymore.. he was happy jungkook likes him too.. but he was ignoring him.

Jungkook even fly away from korea to Los angeles just to avoid him.. its was sad. sad painful for jimin.

»»2 Years later. ««

"Kookie~!!" All 5 Came to Pick Jungkook up, but he was curious to find nowhere his jiminnie-hyung was.. "w-where's jiminnie-hyung?" he asked. No one replied They are all looking at each other. Jungkook raised a brow.

"How was L.A man?" Yoongi changed the topic, He was worried but maybe he should shrug the thought of his hyung for a little while. Until they make their way home. He expected to see his hyung, but he thought maybe he is busy too.

"Yah! Hyungs.. i have presents for you all!" Jungkook said, all members came to him- he opened his luggage. "here! this bag is full of gifts from me!" he chuckles Rapmon and the others looked for their names at each and every gift that is inside. Hoseok Pulling a box with a name of 'Jiminnie hyung', on it.

"yah! don't open that i want hyung to see what's inside first" he chuckles. keeping the box aside. all members frowning. "uhmm jungkook- jimin said we should give this to you.." The male raises a brow taking the piece of paper in Jin's large hands.

"w-what's this?" he asked, looking at his hyungs, but no one answered. "what is this hyungs??" he again asked. "Its better if you find out yourself okay?" Namjoon patted him. Nodding as he Runs to old room, but he stopped by infront of jimin's room.

opening it as he sees nothing but a clean room with no stuffs but simple frames and designs. 'this doesn't look like jimin hyung's room, he doesn't like this style.' he thought as he frowns. he decided to open the paper.

finding out it was a letter from his hyung.

'Hi jungkookie~!!

                 this is I! your favorite hyung! jiminnie-hyung! hahaahhaha. you might have been reading this letter when i am probably gone. haha. where did i go? well its already my time kookie.. remember when i told you i am gonna asked you and i am gonna tell you something. honestly i was about to tell you about my sickness, that i will no longer stay with you till the end.

                  Be happy ne? even hyung is no longer there to make you happy. But hey! do you really like me? because i.. I love you Jungkook. but you choose to ignore me. Yes i love you. Hyung misses you alot. i guess its way better if you're not in my burial, i don't wanna see you sad.. I hope you're happy with your life now! How was LA? hahahaha- i know you where having a great time there! you might've possibly find a girlfriend with you there? don't you?

                  wherever hyung is right now. please smile, because i am sure when you're reading this i can see you above. i'll always be with you, no matter what. i love you jungkook-ah~ take care ne? saranghae :) be happy~ atleast be happy, for me. :)  <3

                               Will always love you:
                                  Jiminnie-Hyung <3

Reading This letter tears him apart, tears started falling endlessly. it makes him smile. knowing that his hyung loves him too. its just sad that he won't hear him say it personally.

running down stairs to grab the box he was about to give his hyung, as he runs back up to his hyung's room opening the box as he hung a beautiful picture of him and kookie in his Jiminnie-hyung's room. it was his gift to him. 'i'll never ever forget you' he thought smiling faintly as he looks at the picture.

it was sad that he would never see that smile again. never.