Bangtan Angst [ Editing ]

Goodbye's [ NamKook ]

[ my entry for this #Activity. Won't tell which pairing it is,just read it. Hahaha ]

"Hyung?" The youngest croaked,happiness evident on his face as his chapped lips stretch into a wide smile,looking at his beloved hyung. "Yeah?" The other asked,caressing the others hand on his with his thumb,a smile on his face as well. "You look beautiful. You do. Breathtaking rather. I-I don't even know how to describe it. You always do look beautiful but today.. it's much more special. It's a big leap of what we have." The younger gripped the older's hand tighter as he took a deep breath. Already feeling the overwhelming happiness. "I know,Jungkook. It.. it doesn't even register on my mind. Us,dreaming of this day to come. Now it's happening. It's finally happening." The older giggled and looked at Jungkook lovingly,straightening the tilted flower on Jungkook's suit as well as his tie.

Jungkook stared at the slim and gentle hands of his hyung,who's gently fixing his suit. Those hands who held him tightly with love when he needed it the most. Those hands who accepted him no matter what he is. Those hands who held him and his heart gently,treating him as if he's the most fragile thing in the entire world. Jungkook stared as Namjoon. Lovingly,adoringly,anything that can describe how breathtaking and just- perfect for him. Those lips that are stretched in a big smile. Those deep,well-like dimples that captivated him when they first met. He can't get enough of his hyung. They both looked at each other lovingly. Engraving each other in their heart,mind,and soul. As if they'll forget each other. As if they'll be gone from each other. Jungkook leaned in for a sweet peck on Namjoon's lips,breaking the ice when pulling away.

"Are you ready,hyung?" Jungkook asked with nervousness yet his eyes are brimming with tears of happiness. Namjoon nodded,holding the same emotions as him. They both laid down. Down,on their hospital beds. They had enough of the fight. Fighting for their lives. They had enough of their chemotherapies. They had enough of sadness and just wants to feel.. love and happiness. They both looked at their friends inside the room in happiness. Asking the nurse to not put on any more medication onto the both of them. No. No more. They just want to be together. And that's what will happen. The priest stood up in the middle of their beds. Namjoon and Jungkook just staring at each other,slowly blinking as they reminisce this moment of their lives. The priest began the ceremony,their friends already crying. Saying that they can't watch it yet they still do,finally seeing the happiness on the couple. Jungkook and Namjoon exchanged their vows with ragged breaths,tears flowing down their faces but still with a smile.  They held onto each other deeply,when it was the time for them to say "I do." They answered "I do" as they finally slip each other's wedding rings on their ring finger.

Jungkook caressed his hyung's cheek as he asked "till death do us part?" Namjoon laughed,his eyes turning into crescents as he did. "No,Jungkook-ah. Even if we are dead,death can't keep us apart.. we're still going to be together. We are.. forever." With that,Jungkook kissed Namjoon's lips for the last time. Feeling and savouring each other's soft lips before pulling away,leaning and resting each heads on one another.

The line went flat. And everything,everyone in the room cried. The sky cried,rain softly falling and dripping onto the hospital's window. Everyone around them were sad but,them. They aren't. Not anymore. They were each other from the beginning till the end. Their promises and dreams came true before dying in each others arms. Finally.. there's peace for the both of them. Finally. Finally,they don't need to worry about losing each other. Knowing that they'll be together,in heaven. Forever.

They weren't supposed to fall,but it was strong. Their hopelessness was strong,yet their love was stronger. Their hospital rooms,wheelchairs,and needles knew how their love grew. The hospital was the only who heard the whispers of promises and swears of love. But everyone knows how much they love each other. How much they can't let go of each other.