Bangtan Angst [ Editing ]

The Yellow Blanket [ VMin ]

Being inlove is one of the best moments in life, Exchanging I love yous , sharing warmth, Late night cuddles, and with the room filled with both cheesyness and laughters. Jimin was so happy for his husband's existance, Taehyung.

But thats what jimin thought, Park jimin, age 25 and he can't see. He was born blind, Every night, His husband taehyung whispers sweet nothings into his ears which makes him happy.

But the sad reality is, Taehyung was paid by Jimin's parents to marry jimin. Behind jimin's back, Taehyung is seeing Someone. Taehyung has another relationship with a guy.

"Goodmorning, Hubby" Jimin stretched his arms as he reached for the ither side of the bed finding his husbands warmth, But he boticed that the bed beside him is empty. He tried calling his name. "Taehyung? baby?" He reached for his stick that he always use to be his guide as he walks.

He reached the kitchen, Once again calling his name. "baby? Taetae?" He calls out, instead a female voice was heard as she reaches jimin's hand and help him seat on one of the kitchen chairs.

"Jiminnie, Taehyung Oppa is out.. He said he would be buying something at the market" Jena said. Jena is Jimin's Friend, She takes care of jimin when his husband is gone.

After eating jimin's Breakfast he sat on the sofa with jena as he tells her wonderful stories about him and his husband. "You know, am so happy to have him, He is the greatest God has given me." He said as a wide smile played on his lips.

"Jiminnie? Why do you always have that Yellow blanket?" Jena asked as he finishes his story. The smile on jimin's face widens.

"Yellow is my favorite color.. And this yellow blaket is my blanky.", He smiles. " Even though i dont know what color yellow looks like, I am happy.. It makes me happy." The smile never seems to leave his face.

Jimin is sitting on the sofa, Jena has left already as The little guy asked him to because as per jimin 'Its getting darker you should go now, i'll be fine' He waited and waited for his husbands arrival. But he heard no traces of him.

All sweet couples have fights ofcourse and so jimin and taehyung. Jimin was mad for taehyung going home late.

"Why were you late? You know i get worried." He asked calmy yet stern.

Taehyung huffed "Its none of your business"

"None of my business?!" The words ringed in jimin's ears as his tone raises.

"Yes! So please, Jimin. I just want to rest!! Get out of my way!" He pushes jimin off the doorway of their room causing the small boy fall on the cold ground

Using his stick to stabd and regain his balance. He walked to where he heard noises. He was standing infront of their bed. Where taehyubg tries to shut his eyes to sleep.

"NO! I CAN'T CARELESS ABOUT YOU! YOU ARE MY HUSBAND!!!" he barks at him. Even tho he cant see his husband, He knows very well that the other tall male is mad.

"I AM NOT YOUR HUSBAND! YOU'RE MOM PAYED ME TO MARRY YOU JIMIN! I DON'T LOVE YOU! I AM SEEING SOMEONE! I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEO--" A sharp strong slap stops Tae's sentence.

The little male stormed out of the room, And taehyung didn't even bother following. Taehyung glances at their shared bed as he sees jimin's favorite blanket.

Weeks after no signs of jimin showed up. He didnt went home. He was worried. He was guilty and his conscience is eating him alive.  He plopped on his bed, Helpless as he called everyone jimin can be at. But they all answered "sorry bro, jimin is not here"

A little later, as he dozes off to sleep a phone call was heard. He opened his eyes. "Jena" As the phone caller's ID.

"Tae... You might wanna visit the hospital now.. i'll text you the Hospital's name" and the call ended. He dressed up well and he is hoping he could finally see Jimin with jena.

reaching the said hospital as he went to the exact room where jena texted to him. The room was empty. But he was welcomed by jena with a sad face.

"Jimin wants to give you this, See him at Room 143, After reading that" Jena said before leaving.

Dear Hubby,

Hey Husband, Though i never caught a glimpse of your smile, nor see you face, you are still the most handsome person in the world. Hey Hon, I love you, Thanks for all the shared memories we had. even though i cannot see everything. I know and i believed that you loved me too.

Yes honey, I was hurt by the mere fact that you never loved me. But hey, even though its one sided. I still love you. Okay? Thank you also for taking care of me, I am blind and i cannot see a thing, but with you, My dark world becomes colorful. And also thank you, For everynight you always describe to me How Color yellow looks like. I wish i could see one.

Hon, Sorry. Sorry for being a burden, Sorry for having me in your life, You could have find the one that is for you if not for me. But i didnt regret anything in the past. I was happy i met you, even in the short period of time.

Sorry too, For not telling you early that i am suffering in lukemia. That i am near death. And maybe when you are reading this. I maybe gone by that... but hey, I hope you are happy now. I hope you can finally be with the True love of your life, and not with a blind men who like yellow yet he cannot see it. Please keep my yellow blanky. The yellow blanket has been my guide. Jusy like you, You were my guide.

I love you honey, Hope you found what is the true meaning of love.

Sincerely; Park jimin

Tears sheds in Tae's eyes. He walks out of the room and proceed's to Room 143. He hesitated opening the knob. Twisting the knob slowly as he enters. What surprises him was jimin, Pale. and has no more heart beat. He is dead.

Days passed, He was laying on Jimin's and His' bed. He noticed that their room is yellow. Everything about this room is yellow, and it all represented jimin. With their pictures hanging he felt another pool of tears escaping.

"I am sorry, Jimin."