Tiffany's POV
When me and Taeyeon got out from the library, I went home. I can't get out Taeyeon in my mind and of what happened last night.
I'm happy with her, feeling comfortable in her arms but am I going to give up everything for her? Of course not, I built this reputation in school for years and she will just break it with one night? Don't make me laugh. -_-
I decided to skip morning classes when I arrived at school, Cheol Woo invited me to have lunch with him at the canteen. I accepted it and we saw Bora and Seohyun there, and Cheol Woo invited them to be with us since they're my friends. Really? They are my friends?
As we have our conversation, Bora really hates Taeyeon. She wanted to bully the shorty so yeah, I admit, I'm worried to Taeyeon. And I will not let that happen.
But it all disappeared when I saw Taeyeon with Yoona. They ordered foods and sat near at us. How dare them to sit near us? So they have the guts huh?
I can't control it as I kept looking at Taeyeon but Yoona was being touchy to her. I fumed at the scene, I hate them being sweet. I hate Yoona because she can hold and hug Taeyeon in public. And I hate Taeyeon because she allowed Yoona to touch her like that and in front of me!
I got mad so I did it to Taeyeon, I slid out my right foot so Taeyeon will fall but I didn't expect that she will fall hard and would get a wound in her knee. I was so guilty.
I followed them at the clinic to know if Taeyeon was okay, and she was, I'm thankful because she's fine.
I went to the music room, I want to be alone to think but Taeyeon came in and I startled. I acted angry and gave her harsh words but it also hurt me.
That time, maybe she had enough so she wanted me to tell her directly that I don't like her. I can lie to everyone but not to myself. I can't say it because I like her, I wanted her in my life.
Then she kissed me, I'm craving for it. I pretended to hit her but when her tongue moved into my mouth gosh, I swear... I can't help it so I kissed back.
Her soft lips were so amazing, its' like a drug that makes me crazy. But I think we're being too fast. Am I a lesbian? I don't feel this way to other girls, only to Taeyeon. This is wrong so I pushed her and ran out.
I went in the locker room and I saw Cheol Woo there, he was sitting on the floor and waiting for me.
"Tiff, where did you go?" He stood up and I came closer to him.
I didn't say anything, I'm just staring at him. I know he likes me though our relationship is just an act. I don't deserve him that's why I think I can't like him back.
Cheol Woo is so kind to me, I know that he cares for me but I can't do the same. For me, we're just friends and nothing much.
But what about Taeyeon? In just one click, I like her, she made my guard down maybe because we're just the same. Taeyeon has nothing in her life. Maybe just because of that, I'm so eager to know what's happening to me.
"You're spacing out Tiff, do you have a problem?"
I shook my head.
"You're not going to say it again, please Tiffany. Can you open yourself even for just once?" He pleaded.
Our gazes met, I could feel the intense of it. I can't open myself to him or let's say I can't let him in my life. I don't want him to know about my miserable story.
