Warning: abuse.
I don't know what to say with that.
That night was a hell.
That dream was a hell.
In my dream I was in a strange house that made me feel nostalgic for some reason. I decided to look around and I saw a woman that seemed familiar...
She started yelling at me and I suddenly felt the urge to cry. I ran away. I don't know how I knew it, but I ran straight towards an amazing hiding spot.
But she found me.
She picked me up by my shirt, -still yelling- and slapped me. She threw me on the floor and left me there. I crawled back up and saw a man walking past me and he grinned. He punched me and walked further.
It was horrible.
Because when I woke up...
I realised it was a memory.
That woman... With long blond hair and green eyes, kind of short, and expensive clothing.
It was my mom.
This memory... I never knew about it. Traumatisch experiences I tried so hard to forget, and I did. But I remember now. The kicks, the abuse. I remember. It must've been because of that woman today...
She reminded me of her. It must've triggered something inside of me. I didn't notice I was freaking out and screaming until my parents ran in and hugged me. "Yurio, Yurio relax. You're okay. What happened?"
I snapped out of it and looked at them. Otabek walked in as well. "Yurio are you alright?"
I nodded slowly. "Yeah.. It was just a bad dream."
"Alright.." he said and walked away. I turned back to my parents.
"It was a memory. I remember my mom."
"Yurio I'm so sorry. You're okay. They can't hurt you anymore. So just relax and try to sleep okay? It's 3AM."
"Alright.. sorry"
"Hey. Don't apologise" my father held my shoulders and looked right in my eyes. "Don't apologise. It's not your fault. What happened to you is horrible and it's not weird that you have bothering memories or dreams about it."
"Okay.."
"I mean it. Now try to relax. We love you. If something is wrong, just scream like that again. Goodnight Yurio. "
"Goodnight"
But the nightmares kept going.
The abuse...
Physical
Verbal
Mental
It was horrible.
"You're a dis sapin tent in out family. An idiot! You little fucker. You better get me a beer right now or ill kick your ass!"
I quickly ran towards the kitchen and opened the fridge, while my mom was cooking dinner.
"What do you think you're doing?" She said.
"I'm getting beer for daddy"
"Yeah sure. You were going to drink that weren't you, you little shit!"
"No mommy... I swear daddy asked me to-"
SMACK!
"DON'T LIE!"
"I'm not lying! I promise!"
"You want to drink beer? Fine!"
She dragged me towards 'the room' and threw me on the chair. "No mommy please!" I begged her but she pulled my hair back and opened my mouth, letting the beer stream in my mouth.
"Mommy-"
I started coughing and gurgling.
She pulled me away and left.
I keep waking up from those dreams and falling asleep only to get in the next nightmare.
"YOU ASSHOLE. ALL YOU DO IS DRINK BEER AND WATCH TV. I HAVE TWO JOBS JUST SO WE WON'T STARVE TO DEATH. GET YOUR LAZY ALS OFF THE COUCH AND DO SOMETHING!"
"SHUT UP YOU BITCH! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HAVE TWO JOBS, THEN QUIT ONE!"
"WELL I NEED FOOD FOR 3 HERE AND IT'S NOT POSSIBLE WITH ONLY ONE JOB."
they were fighting again.
That could only mean one thing...
It's gonna get physical.
And I'll probably get involved.
"THEN STOP FEEDING THE LITTLE SHIT I DON'T WANT HIM ANYWAYS"
I looked around the corner and they looked at me.
"YOUR SPYING ON US AGAIN? I TOLD YOU WHAT WOULD HAPPEN"
my eyes widened. "No mommy please!!! Mommy!! Help!"
The neighbours came in. They saw me, a black eye, scars. And I was bleeding. My right leg was bleeding. I held my teddybear as they picked me up and ran away. "Don't worry buddy. They won't hurt you anymore. We're so sorry that this happened. But you'll be fine"
I went to a hospital and when I was better, someone else took care of me. In a home full of other children. But I didn't want to play. I always sat in a corner. Until the day two men came in. They took me home. "Yurio... we're your new dads. But don't worry. We'll never ever hurt you. We promise."
They kept that promise.
"Yurio? Yurio wake up."
I opened my eyes and saw beka.
"Yurio you're crying. What's wrong?"
"Memories. Not the fun ones."
He hugged me close and tried to comfort me.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"6.30 AM"
"Ugh... time to get up."
Yurio background flashback shit. Wowowoowoww
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