Otayuri - Loss

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Pov yurio

I looked at him. His eyes seemed worried. Now mine did too.
"Beka are you alright?"
"Yeah." He hugged me and didn't let go.  Even after a whole minute, he didn't let go.
"Beka what are you-"
"Makkachin isn't coming home"
"What?"
"They're gonna have to put him Down."
Of course, the idiotic piece of Shit that I am started crying once more.
"Yurio don't cry please. It'll be fine."

Pov otabek

He snapped

"WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN? SORRY YOUR LIFE IS A HELL RIGHT NOW, BUT THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW, RIGHT? AND I WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW, JUST TO HEAR THE SAME SHITTY THING. EVERY DAY IM TOLD THAT IT WILL GET BETTER BUT IT ONLY GETS FUCKING WORSE AND IM DONE."
He ran out of the door, leaving me.  Not for long of course. I ran after him.

Damn he's fast. I eventually caught up with him.
"Yurio I know it's hard but you can't just run away!"
"PEOPLE SHOULD STOP LYING TO ME. IT'LL NEVER GET BETTER!"
"It will! You're having such a bad time and I'm sorry for that, but at one point it can only get better!"
"BUT. IM DONE WITH SUFFERING BEKA. ID RATHER JUST END IT ALL NOW THEN SUFFER ANY LONGER"

Shit..
I grabbed my phone and dialed his dad. It went to voicemail. I held yurio in my arms, afraid he would hurt himself as he was crying and yelling at me, telling me to let go of him. But I wouldn't. At this point I kind of started to freak out about all the things he was saying, everything he said he'd do to himself, or what he wish he would've done. I didn't know how to help him anymore. I just held him really tight so he couldn't escape.  After over half an hour of screaming and yelling at me, he got a little less loud and I tried talking to him.
"Yurio calm down. I know how awful you feel but calm down until your parents are home."

Well he didn't. 
After a while I tried to call his parents again and this time yuuri picked up.
"Otabek?" He was crying.
"I'm sorry to interrupt right now but I don't know what to do with yurio he's.. well.. a mess."
"Oh shit I'm sorry otabek. Uhm.. We are in the car right now.. We are going home and we'll be there in 10."
"alright"
After ten minutes they came in. Viktor was very silent and clearly upset. Yuuri was crying as well but immediately ran over the still yelling yurio and hugged his son. "Yurio please calm down. Please."
"LET GO OF ME. LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"Yurio calm down"
"NO"
after a while Yurio finally got quiet and fell asleep.
"What do we do now? I have to go home in 3 days." I said.
"I don't know.. but don't worry we won't let him get hurt. We just have to find a way to do that. I'm just glad he's asleep. I'm going to comfort my husband."

Pov yuuri

I walked over to my crying husband.
"Baby I'm sorry.." I hugged him tightly as he started to sob on my shoulder.
"Viktor I'm so sorry. Please don't cry.. why am I even saying this of course you'll cry."
I hugged him. I remember when vic-chan died. I was devastated. So I understand how he feels.  It just sucks that it's all happening at once. I don't know who to support right now. I have the feeling I should stay with yurio but it's important to show viktor that I care about him since we didn't spend much time together lately, and didn't have the time to care for each other because of the situation that yurio is in. But now yurio was asleep. So the choice wasn't hard to make. I talked to him for a while in our room and tried to comfort him. Then yurio knocked on the door.

A lot of pov changes holy shit
Pov yurio

I woke up and I realised what happened. I walked towards my parents' bedroom and knocked.
I walked in seeing my father cry. I sat down by his other side and hugged him awkwardly. He appreciated the gesture and hugged me back. For a while we just sat there in silence, thinking about everything that has happened, my grandpa and of course makkachin. "At least he can eat all the steamed buns he wants now." My dad smiled. We all laughed. I heard that story many times. Then beka came in and sat down as well, and we just kinda sat there. Just to calm down and get a break from this whole situation and stupid things that are going on.

Sorry I'm failing french geography history and math.  I studied all week for tests. And I kinda start to hate this story so please comment if you like it I usually get a lot of comments but not anymore so I might just do half this thing over again since it kinda took a weird path but tell me if you like it.

Edit:
I'm continuing since lots of people still like it.  :)