Otayuri - Loss

19.

I walked to my locker with tired eyes. I fell asleep in 4 classes, and of course got send to the principals office. When I fell asleep again in art class they called my parents. They pretended to be mad and made me go home, with otabek following of course. We drove in the car and I looked outside. I saw that woman from yesterday. I realised she looked a lot like my "mom" but maybe I pretended that she looked like that in my dream since I saw her yesterday.
I shook off the thought that popped up but it kept coming back. "Dad what we're my biological parents called?"
"Oh uh... I think they were called pjotr and alexandra. Why?"
"Just wondering.."

When we got home I looked it up. I knew my last name used to be 'plisetsky' so I typed it in.
A few pictures appeared and they had been on the news apparently.  10 years of prison.
10... years...

I clicked on the picture and I saw
a woman....
With long blond hair...
and green eyes....

This isn't true. She's not. I saw the way she looked at me when she walked down the street. She didn't recognise me.... right?
I started freaking out and beka noticed it. He looked at my screen and he looked at me, questioning. I looked back,  trembling and barely able to say four words: "I saw her today"
"What are you talking about?"
"My mom... I saw her today. And yesterday too actually. But I didn't realise it was my mom.."
"What did she say?"
"I didn't talk to her. I saw her walking by. But the is no doubt that it's her. She recognised me. The way she looked at me it just... brings back memories. Bad memories. I don't want to see her beka... I really don't want to."
He hugged me tightly.  "Don't worry yurio. But we have to tell your parents"
As I told what happened to them they got really mad. They looked it up and noticed she was released about a month ago. They decided that it probably was coincidence and they don't have to worry that much. But that otabek should look out for me.

So the next day they  let me skip school and otabek and I went to the mall. I got some clothes and decided to try them on.
"Hey beka ill be right back."
"Kay babe"
I walked into the dressing rooms and someone tapped on my shoulder.
I turned around and saw.. her.
"Hello. Yurio"
"What do you want from me?"
"Oh be a little nicer to your... mother."
She almost spit out that last word. She grabbed my arm but I shook it off and ran away. "Hey come back!" She yelled.  I ran towards beka. "Beka she's here call my dad. He called him right away and we grabbed our stuff and ran away. My 'mom' walked towards me and laughed. "You little wimp. This is why we were hard on you. So you would think turn out like... that.
"Leave me alone. I hate you.  I fucking hate you!"
"I'm not leaving you. You're my son. You'll go home with me."
"no he won't." Beka held me close while he held the phone with his other hand. "Otabek where are you right now?"
"About 2 blocks away from yurios favorite clothing store. I don't know the street name."
"Alright we can find it. We're coming."

"You've always been a dissapointment.  I guess I shouldn't be surprised to turn out to be like this."
"Shut up"
"Oh wow. You certainly got big words for such a tiny guy."
"you aren't much taller than I am!"
"Haha. You get flustered so easily. You little wimp.  You're even more pathetic then you used to be!"
"Excuse me? Yurio is an amazing person.  He accomplished so much even though he has such a horrible past. It's your fault that you can't see that." Beka looked really mad while saying this.
"Thanks Beka.." I whispered.
"Oh for gods sake. You gay little shits. Is your boyfriend protecting you? My mom grabbed me by my shirt. "I'll get you you little shit. You will suffer,  like you deserve. You and that wimpy boyfriend of yours. You're a dissapointment to this world. You're no good. You don't deserve to be alive."
She threw me on the ground. the streets were empty.  I heard Beka ranting against my so-called mom as i got up. "How fucking dare you!" Beka yelled and i heard a loud smack. "Beka! Are you alright?"
"how dare you!" My mom yelled.
Then my parents ran up from around the corner.
"Yurio!" My dad yelled and held my tight. "Are you alright? Are you hurt?"
"Dad! I-I'm fine. I'm scared.  I don't like this. I wanna go home. Please let me go home. I don't want to go outside anymore.  What if my "dad" shows up as well? She's saying horrible things.
"Don't worry yurio" Beka put an arm around Me. "I won't let them hurt you."
My mom walked up and my father saw her.
"How dare you hurt my son!" He screamed and punched her In the face. "You leave us alone right now!"
"I will get you. Wait until your father hears about this. He will kill you!"
My dad stepped close.
"He is not your son. And you have no rights to call yourself his mother after what you did.  You deserve to go to he'll and I passionately hope your life will be miserable until the very end. And if it's not, I'll gladly to make sure it will be."
She turned around and walked away.  Like nothing happened. My dad stood there. I was silent.  What the actual fuck was this whole situation. "Are you okay tiger?" My father asked.
"Yeah..." I answered. Though the same thing kept repeating itself in my head.

"You will suffer,  like you deserve. You and that wimpy boyfriend of yours. You're a dissapointment to this world. You're no good. You don't deserve to be alive."

But I'm fine.

This is a shirty chapter that doesn't make any sense and it's weird I'm sorry I'm probably gonna rewrite this chapter tell me if I should or if it is okay

Can someone give me a good name for this book