Perfectly Flawed

Affectionate Sacrifice

Affectionate Sacrifice

You must have felt lucky

when I chose you

because I made it seem

that I felt lucky too

even though  the luck I felt

wasn't the same luck as you

I still pretended

I didn't want to discourage

you away from me

because I needed you

to be there for me totally

I needed you to give me your all

but making sure you felt

like it was your idea all along

you became my pet

but the roles reversed

when the pet took care of the master

everything I said or did to you

prompted you to respond

in such a way that not a single

verb was really all you

I remember the first time we went to bed

I felt all the lust coarsing through my head

The feeling wasn't mutual

You loved me

I didn't love you

and I never intended too

Cause why give when you can always get

I was starving for affection

my heart was made of sand

and you were just a face to me

something I could use and abuse

then throw away

because after I sucked you dry of all that you could give

what use would you be to me

if I let you stay?