* Another poem I wrote about the suicide of my boyfriend in 2008
Worms
You left so sudden
Without a letter,and nothing
To explain the reasons why
Why you thought we didn't care
Why you thought you couldn't share
All the pain inside
You came to me when you fell
And I told you to go to hell
And you did
So here lie
Blaming me inside
Wallowing in a sea of agony
Twisting and turning
My insides are burning
Like larvae feeding from the kill
Feeding on my soul
Making me less and less whole
Until I'm done
Done with this fight
And I begin to think your right
To have taken the easy way out
It's so easy to beat
These worms to sleep
So I do
But something is holding me back
Like I'm missing a small little fact
That maybe there is hope
You say forgiveness is key
To end the suffering
So I slowly let go
And I give the burden to you
And you lift up in time due
Because I know you still love me
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Perfectly Flawed
PoesíaA collection of poems dealing with depression, eating disorders, hate, anger, suicide, hope, love, change, and new life. Enjoy :) xx
