Same Mistakes - Zayn Malik Fan Fic

Same Mistakes - Zayn Malik Fan Fic part 3

‘Louis was totally flirting with me earlier, I think he’s realised the error of his ways’

‘Yeah I saw, I’m sure he has. You just need to keep pushing him’

‘Oh. Where were you?’

‘In the tree house watching the fireworks’

‘So you spent new year on your own?’

‘Well not exactly but I didn’t want to disturb you’

‘What do you mean not exactly?’

‘Nothing’

‘Sure’

‘I actually don’t know what you’re on about’

‘Of course you don’t Em’

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The next day at breakfast things were awkward. We were all sat around the table together because mum had made us all this buffet type thing. I tried not to look Zayn or Louis in the eye, without any luck. I was sat opposite Zayn and next to Louis and Sarah.

‘So Zayn, I never asked, where were you last night during the countdown?’

‘Um...’

Oh Louis you just go making it awkward. I decided to help him by changing the subject.

‘So Louis, you and Gemma were having a nice little chat last night’

‘What’s your point?’

‘I see romance blooming’

‘Shut up you carrot’

‘Carrot? Really?’

I got up and went upstairs to the bathroom and sat on the side of the bath. What had I done? I should have pushed him away not kiss him back. He was such a good kisser though, it would have been stupid not to kiss him back. I had got myself into so much trouble, but Louis didn’t know so that means it’s okay right? And also it was only one kiss so that’s okay isn’t it? Zayn doesn’t seem to regret our kiss, but maybe that’s just his way of coping. Oh no I’m going mad. I should just calm down and forget about it, after all it didn’t mean anything. Hang on did it mean something? Oh no, Louis is going to kill me. Suddenly there was a knock at the door.

‘Em, what are you doing in there? Hurry up I need to pee’

‘Lou you have your own bathroom, go in there’

‘I can’t, Harry is in the shower. Open the door’

‘No. Go away’

‘What are you doing?’

‘Nothing’

‘Well then, open the door’

‘No Louis. Go away’

‘If I have to break this door down I will. What’s wrong?’

‘Nothings wrong’

‘Open the door’

‘Fine’

I stood up and opened the door for Louis. As I went to leave he grabbed my arm and pulled me back into the bathroom.

‘What’s wrong?’

‘Nothing’

‘Emili, I’m your brother, I know when something’s bothering you’

‘There’s nothing Louis, honest’

‘So why lock yourself in here?’

‘I don’t know’

‘Something’s wrong. I know there is and I will find out eventually, but first I really need to wee’