Same Mistakes - Zayn Malik Fan Fic

Same Mistakes - Zayn Malik Fan Fic Part 9

I woke up in Zayns bed with his arms around me. He was already awake, he was just watching me.

‘How did I get here?’

‘You fell asleep on me downstairs so I carried you up here’

‘Oh, thanks for that’

‘It was nothing, I just wanted you to be comfy’

‘Aw thanks’

‘No problem, you seemed to be enjoying sleeping on me’

‘Sorry, you should have pushed me off’

‘Why would I do that? You looked so peaceful and anyway I’m supposed to be your cushion, that’s what I do’

‘Aw that’s lovely Zayny’

‘I am lovely, and so are you’

‘You’re more than lovely Zayn, you’re putting up with me so that’s just amazing’

‘I’m not putting up with you, because I like you and I want to spend time with you’

‘You’re adorable, not gonna lie’

‘Oh, if Louis heard you talking like that’

‘Like what? I only said you were adorable. Anyway, surely the fact I’m in your bed would annoy him more?’

‘Ah well I beg to differ. I think this would annoy him even more...’

He put his hand on my cheek and pulled my face to his. We kissed until Zayns mum walked in and saw us. She didn’t seem shocked, she just smiled and walked out again. We both laughed and sat up.

‘I actually love your mum, she’s great’

‘Yeah she is’

‘I love the fact you’re so close to your mum. It’s nice to see a guy who shows his feelings’

‘My mum is the one who keeps me sane. I don’t know what I would do without her’

‘Aw, so cute’

‘It's true, without her I would be lost’

‘It's the same with me and my mum. Both me and Louis are close to our mum, without her we would just crumble’

‘Aw, we're so cute talking about how much we love our mums’

‘Yeah, we should probably get up soon’

‘Mmm, or... we could just stay in bed’

‘No, because I know what you’re thinking and you haven’t deserved that yet’

‘But I’m lovely’

‘Yes, but that still isn’t enough to seduce me so you can get some’

‘Oh, so you’re playing hard to get, right... I see...’

‘No I’m not, you’re just going to have to wait, because I’m not easy like all the other girls you have been with’

‘I’ve only ever slept with one girl...’

‘Right...’

‘The other girls I’ve been with didn’t really attract me enough to do anything. When I did, it was really bad so I haven’t really wanted to since then’

‘So basically you get none’

‘I don’t want any unless I really like the girl, otherwise it’s pointless’

‘Oh, so you’re one of those guys that want it to mean something rather than just be a one night stand or something like that?’

‘Yeah, I don’t want to be a man slag or something, it’s just not who I am. It should be with somebody you’re in love with not just the first person that tries it on with you’

‘So did you love her then?’

‘At the time I thought I did, but now I realise that I wasn’t in love, I was curious and one thing led to another and that’s what happened, but now I look back on things, I didn’t love her’

‘What if you look back on this and think the same?’

‘I won’t, I’m sure of it. You’re different to other girls. I just know.’

‘Know what?’

‘That my feelings won’t change’

‘And if they do?’

‘Just stop, okay, they won’t change, ever. I’m here by your side through everything.’

‘Everything?’

‘Yes. When times get tough I’ll be here okay. When we have to tell Louis and our fans I will be here, but were in this together’

‘Nice speech there Zayny, that was beautiful’

‘I am beautiful’

‘I know you are, but even beautiful people need to get up at some point’

‘I don’t see you getting up any time soon’

‘It's not my house’

‘So, my mum told you to make yourself at home. Just treat this like your house’

‘It's awkward though’

Just get up and walk around in your underwear if you have to, do whatever you have to do to make yourself feel at home’

‘Oh, I bet you would love that’

‘Hmm possibly’

‘Shame it’s not happening though’

‘Absolutely’