Chapter 22: Love Me Like You Can't Have Me

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             I woke up in the middle of the night and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Then I heard Jayden come up behind me and I feel him hug me from behind. I put my hands on top of his. It felt like he regretted his decision of refusing my offer when I couldn't sleep because he was hugging me tighter and tighter. Then I turned around and took the opportunity because I needed to get my mind off Megan. I put my forehead against his and started to kiss him and he started to kiss me back.

              He picked me up and put me on the countertop and I put my legs around his waist and kissed him hard. I could tell he wanted me bad because he held my waist like I was gonna leave. He pulled off my shirt and un-buttoned his black shirt. Underneath was a white undershirt and and he took that off too in not even a second. He then unclipped my bra. He carried me to the room without removing his lips from mine. He slipped off his belt and removed the rest of his clothing as quick as a lightning bolt. Then he removed my underwear and gripped both of my wrists and pinned me to the bed and slid his dick slowly into my vagina after he put on a condom. Honestly, I felt a little guilty because I made him want to feel this instead of naturally. Come to think of it, I dont think I saw him sleeping when I woke up to get water. I realized that he started going faster and he started kissing me while he kept doing what he was doing. Even if I felt guilty it also felt good to feel his touch where my parents would have never approved. We went at it for a while until we realized it passed a couple of hours.

                 Then we fell asleep without saying another word. Then when I woke up I saw him in a deep sleep. So I woke up and put on the first thing I saw. It was his black button up shirt and my underwear. Why is that the thing people always find to wear after sex in movies and in books? So I went to the kitchen to make breakfast. It went by so quick but its been two days since her death. Then I turned around to see Jayden come out in his boxers.

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