We couldn't make eye contact. Both of us were embarrassed by last night. I wanted him so bad. I felt like a brat that always gets what she wants. He, he gave in though. So of course he feels embarrassed too. None of us knew what to do. We both were drunk on broken hearts and love. We both didn't do anything for what felt like years, but actually just five minutes. I took my mug with more coffee and went into the bathroom.
I turned on the shower and took my clothes off. I stepped in drenching my hair in water. It felt calming and peaceful for the first time in two days, but I can't pretend more than I have already, and I was alone. So I cried silently thinking about everything. My mom, my dad, everyone...
So then I heard the bathroom door open. It's Jayden of course. I try to stop crying so he won't see but things are more difficult than ever and I hate it. Then I see Jayden with the corner of my eye sit on the floor. Then he said "Megan is dead, I understand the pain, but last night wasn't necessary Stella." I felt so angered by his words. He didn't understand. He just didn't, did he? "You know Jey, maybe you were more tired than you thought because I felt fine when you shut me up with the idea I had about having sex but then after I was fine with the idea, you fucking seduced me right back into the fucking idea!"
"I know I did Stella but you had gotten that idea in my head and I don't know why I did what I did, I just know what we did wasn't right! So maybe just think about the problems you cause during this too"
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Confusing Love
AdventureA shy girl in high school finds her true love, but he has complicated times because he is different than everyone else. He thinks the only one that cares for his life is her. She has no idea what is in for her. Will they make it through life?
