Yoongi's pov
'I was filled with immense pain. The bitterness of jealousy has consumed me. I don't know who's fault it is, but I know that I had created a monster within myself.' Yoongi thought while tears burned in his eyes .
"What's wrong?" Asked Hoseok, with a glowing smile of concern.
My face had suddenly formed a smile, then I laughed. I laughed at how stupid I was for trusting Jimin more than myself. I laughed at how blind I became because of my 'true love'. Tears sparked my eyes, a sudden rush of teas that was uncontrollable. I screamed in agony, but it's not like anyone will understand the monster inside of me.
Depression, what a wonderful thing. It can take the worst out of even angels. I had realized who loved me and who didn't, or did I? 'Why can't I just be me? Why did I love?' I cried in both anger and frustration.
Hoseok quietly listening to my silent crying. I've never felt so embarrassed and grateful at the same time. He's always there for all the group members whenever they're feeling down, he is truly one of the best people I know.
I turned to him and said "Thank you."
"For what?" Asked Hoseok as if he had never heard those words.
"For being there for me even when I was completely broken." I replied.
Time passed in silence between us. We had only been silent for a few minutes, but each each second seemed to be like an hour.
Hoseok hugged me, " I will always be there for you, I will always be there for all the group members. We are a family, aren't we?"
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First Snow
Фанфик"please don't leave me for him" as tears streamed down my face~ This is a BTS and EXO fanfic. This story will make you realize the true agony of heartbreak and betrayal. You will never be able to put down your phone when you're reading this. This is...
