"please don't leave me for him" as tears streamed down my face~
This is a BTS and EXO fanfic. This story will make you realize the true agony of heartbreak and betrayal. You will never be able to put down your phone when you're reading this. This is...
i put my luggage on the carpeted floor of maria's old room in america . her mother said i could stay in her room as long as i wanted . she's so sweet and caring for someone who just lost their husband .. i plopped myself onto her grey bed sheets and sighed . i checked my phone and saw messages from everyone and notifications from social medias . i turned off my phone and sighed . i looked around her old bedroom and saw some stuffed animals and a notebook labeled art . i raised and eyebrow and opened it curiously . inside i saw drawings of all of us . each page was a drawing of us until i stopped at the sixteenth page . it was a face .
the lips were only drawn and i stared and the drawing in horror .
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
the girl in the picture seemed to be beaten up . by only seeing the lips , neck , and chest i could tell the emotions that were poured into the sketch . the colors were a variety of reds and bruise colors . i would need to ask her mother about this later on . i looked at the drawing once again and put back the notebook where it was . i heard her mother's voice weakly call out to me saying it was time for dinner . i went to the kitchen and saw the variety of hispanic foods on the table . i smiled at her and said thank you . i sat down and we started to eat . after a few minutes i asked her mother about the drawing . her eyes softened and looked sad .
once she started talking about the reason behind the drawing , my eyes started to tear up . i never knew those things about maria . a tear slipped out and hit the table . i wiped my eyes and looked at her mother . she was crying a bit and smiled a bit towards me in a sad way . i grabbed a napkin and gave it to her . she thanked me and said i was a good person . once we finished i helped her with putting everything away and washing dishes . i was humming while wiping the dishes clean and saw an old photo on the wall . it was two children and three adults in the photo . her father was smiling widely while he put his arm around his daughters . they all seemed so happy . i walked over to the photo and smiled at it . i went back to cleaning the dishes and once i finished i said goodnight to her mother and went back to maria's room .
i went into the restroom and started to turn the shower on . i opened up a drawer and saw an old knife with dry red smudges on the blade . i picked it up and started at it closely . i gasped and threw the knife into the trash can . i looked down to my hands and saw dried red stains that were left on my hands . i gasped in horror and washed my hands vigorously . i looked back into the drawer and saw many other knives in there as well . i slowly picked one up and put the tip of my finger on the blade . with a slight touch it cut my finger and i started to bleed . i widened my eyes and stared at the blood that was going down my finger .
i felt like i was in a trance . once i got out of the trance i saw the knife was next to my wrist . my heart stopped and i threw the knife quickly into the trash can . i carefully grabbed the others and threw them all away . i reminded myself that i need to talk to maria tomorrow . i took off my clothes and took a cold shower . once i got out and put on my pajamas , i went back into the room and sighed . i turned off the light and got under the covers . i stared at the ceiling and closed my eyes to fall asleep . i miss you guys ..
