Colorless Beauty

22: Goodbye

Jimin's p.o.v

It's finally the weekend. Id'e expect to be super happy about this, but it's actually not. My parents are never home with me because of work, and it's boring just sitting in my room all day looking at the ceiling.

'I miss him.'

I wanted to tell myself that it wasn't true, but I couldn't deny it. I was, in fact, true, and all I wanted was to be with him at the moment.

I didn't know where (Y/N) was, and I had been calling and texting her countless times, with no response. She left school yesterday, and didn't come back. Considering Jungkook wasn't in school anymore either, she was probably with him.

'Maybe I should call Yoongi.'

I sighed as I grabbed my phone from my desk and turned the screen on. I scrolled through my contacts until I found the name "Yoongi <3".

I held the phone up to my ear, listening to the sound of ringing. It rang about 5 or 6 times before he answered. He sounded out of breath as his breathing was loud and fast.

"Hey." He said is a husky voice. I then widened my eyes a bit when I heard another voice. It was a girl.

"Who is that? Just hang up, I wanna feel you already." She said, and she was definitely out of breath as well.

"A friend, and hold on, it will only take a minute." He told her, and my heart dropped when he called me that.

"So what's up?" He asked me, but I couldn't respond as I was swallowing really hard, trying to hold back my tears.

"Jimin?" He called out again.

Before I completely broke down, I ended the call, and pretty much collapsed myself onto the floor.

'So he was just messing with me this whole time?' I asked myself, tears finally escaping my squinted eyes.

I began hugging my legs with my head buried in my knees. I felt like a mess when my knees began getting wet with my tears.

A couple of seconds later, my phone started ringing again. I ignored it, and let it stop by itself. But it just started ringing again. And again, until I finally couldn't handle it anymore. I grabbed my phone, and quickly shut it off.

For about 10 whole minutes, I was trying to stop crying, but only kept failing. That's when I heard a knock on my front door. I wiped my face for what felt like the one hundredth time, and got up to open the door.

When I unlocked it, I slowly opened it with my head hanging low, trying to hide my puffy eyes.

"Hey Ji-. Jimin....are you okay?"

I looked up when I realized it was (Y/N).

'Finally, someone's here for me.' I thought, letting my tears free again.

"Ji-"

I cut her off by rushing onto her, putting my arms around her and digging my wet face into her neck. I sobbed and sobbed while she stroked the back of my head, along with my back.

"Jimin, let's go inside." She told me, holding onto my hand, with her other hand on my back as we walked back inside the house, closing the door afterwards.

She sat me down on the couch while she sat right next to me. I looked down, and held my face in my hands, sobbing even more.

"What's wrong Jimin?"

She asked, rubbing my back, trying to sooth me. I lifted my face from my hands, and looked at her, but with my puffy, blurry eyes, I could barely see.

I never did tell her my feelings for Yoongi. She only saw us together that one day.

"(Y/N), I'm in love with Min Yoongi." I cried out. She kept looking at me with a worried look as I felt myself about to break down again.

"It's okay Jimin, it's okay. Calm down." She told me.

"He has been hooking up with me, but I just heard him with someone else." I tried explaining between gasps of air.

(Y/N) looked at me with the same face, worried. She didn't look shocked. It was as if she already knew. She is my best friend after all. She probably could already tell.

Finally, I started breaking down, yet again, and (Y/N) pulled my head onto her shoulder.

"Everything is going to be okay, Jimin." She told me. I took deep breaths, trying to calm down.

After a couple of minutes of (Y/N) helping me calm down, I had finally stopped, and me and (Y/N) just sat in each other's arms until I finally said something else.

"I'm sorry for being like this, (Y/N)."

"It's okay, Jimin." She chuckled, lightening the mood a bit more.

"Enough of my problems. Why'd you come?" I asked her.

"I called you a couple of times because I had to talk, but you weren't answering, so I got worried. I was on the way anyways." She told me.

'So that wasn't even Yoongi calling to check on me.'

"What is it you need to talk about?" I asked her.

She was quiet as tears welled in her eyes. A smile formed on her face as she said, "Let's run away together."

And with that, tears began falling, but she wiped them, and kept her smile.

"Not now, but in a couple years. For now, let's change schools. And later, when we graduate, let's move to London. We can go to college there, and get married. And after college..."

She swallowed the lump in her throat as more tears fell. She smiled again and looked me in the eyes and held onto my hands.

"After college, we can make a family and be happy." At this point, tears were once again falling down my cheeks as well.

I smiled with her and nodded.

"Let's forget about our depressing lives, and start over."

. . . . .

4 hours prior . . .

Your p.o.v

"(Y/N), let's start dating." Jungkook said.

I just smiled. We were standing at the door, talking before I left.

"I'll tell you my answer on Monday at school." I told him, smiling as if I was actually going to see him again.

He smiled back at me and nodded. He then walked me out the door, and said bye one more time. Finally, I let go of his hand, and turned around, walking away.

"I love you!" He shouted. I stopped walking when I heard the joy in his voice. Tears fell down my cheeks, but I wiped them, and turned around.

"I love you too!" I shouted back.

With that, I turned back around, and made my way to Jimin's house.

'Goodbye Jungkook.'