Colorless Beauty

8: I Have You

        "This is your first day back to school. Make sure you keep a positive attitude, and don't give up!" My Aunt was trying to cheer me up, but I don't think it worked. I faked a smile as I waved goodbye, and headed out the door.

        'I miss my old house. I miss my mother. I miss her scent, and her warm hugs.'

        Without even realizing it, a tear had already fallen from my eyes. It seemed like the millionth time this has happened.

        'At least I still have family. I also live in a house that I know very well from when I was a kid, and it is also closer to school.' I thought, trying my best to stay positive, like Ajumma said (That is what I like to call my Aunt).

        Even if the school was closer, it felt like hours as I sluggishly walked to the place I dreaded the most at the time, but of course, I did end up there.

        I made my way into the two main doors, and I already felt everyone's eyes on me. My heart began to pound as I kept my head down, and walked to my locker. It seemed like they finally learned how to whisper, because I couldn't understand what anyone was saying.

        When I got to my locker, the first thought that came to my head was a sarcastic 'Wow.' There were markings all over it. I decided to ignore it, and just opened my locker, casually unpacking my backpack, and gathering my things for my first class.

        As soon as I stepped foot in the classroom, my heart began pounding again. I was reminded that I still have a reason to actually go to school. I still had a reason to keep going.

        "Good morning, (Y/N)! Haven't seen you in a while. Did you get sick after you came out of the hospital?" Seokjin came closer to me, and his eyes seemed to be sparkling.

        "Oh I wasn't...." I then froze, thinking about my mom again, and my eyes began to tear up, but I held those tears in.

        "I-I was....it was....just some personal issues. Oh! I forgot to say thank you.....for bringing me to the hospital when I fainted, and I'm also sorry that you had to deal with that."

        "Ah! That was no problem." He then froze a bit before her continued.

        "But....I have to give you extra detention days, since you haven't served the other ones, and because you were absent, but don't worry. You will only have to serve detention for the rest of this week and next week. After that, you are free." He gave me a reassuring smile, and let me just say, my heart was beating out of my chest.

        "Anyways, go ahead and take your seat. I will get started in a few minutes." He said, smiling again, and walking back to his desk in the front of the room.

        Before I could actually set my stuff onto my desk, someone was walking by and pushed me with their shoulder, causing me to drop most of my things. I turned to look at the person, and what do you know? It was Jung freaking Kook.

        I felt myself getting nervous, so I just ignored his smirk, and picked my stuff up, sitting down afterwards.

        I loved getting to look at Seokjin for a whole hour, but I kept on being bothered by the other students for some reason. Throughout the class period, students would randomly start laughing quietly, and I could have sworn it was because of me, but why?

        Seokjin had to keep stopping his lesson to quiet them down, and he looked like he was getting a bit frustrated. Even when he was like that, he still seemed to be a perfect angel.

        In my other classes, the other students kept finding ways to pick on me. Thank god Jungkook was only in two of my classes, because I was officially scared of him, but anyways, I was positive he was the one behind all of the students acting this way.

        When I left my last class, and headed into detention, I was greeted by the most beautiful person on earth. Seokjin. I was quite surprised. I didn't know he was the one watching over the kids in detention.

        There were only a few random students in the room, other than myself, and someone had already taken the seat I sat in last time, so I just sat closer to the front. It was nice, because I got a better view of Seokjin.

        He was just quietly reading a book, but I didn't know what book it was because I was only paying attention to his face.

        For a second, I felt my heart stop when he looked up at me. My eyes locked with his, and he smiled at me. I felt my cheeks get steaming hot, so I quickly hid my face in my arms. I heard him chuckle a bit, so I peeked my eyes out from under my arms, to get a good look at what he was laughing about, and of course it was me, so I quickly hid myself again.

        "You don't have to be like that. Everyone left."

        I looked around the room and realized that everyone had, in fact, left. I didn't even notice because I was too busy focusing on the angel in the front of the room.

        He then stood up out of his chair, and walked up to the desk I was sitting in, crouching down to meet my eyes. My face immediately turned pink as I looked at every detail on his face.

        "You can leave now, (Y/N)."

        'Should I tell him? Should I say it now? I don't think I can hold it i-'

        It was too late. I already had blurted it out.

        "I like you."