Colorless Beauty

18: I Love This Person

Jimin p.o.v.

"(Y/N)!" I called out, running towards the two, who were now speeding up.

'I swear, if he doesn't let go of her.' I thought in my head as I kept running. They had turned a corner, vanishing from my view, so I sped up even more, trying to catch up, but as I turned the same corner they had turned, they were gone.

I kept on going through the hall, until I came upon yet another corner. I couldn't find them, and I felt my breathing become heavier as I became tired from all the running. I decided to take a quick sip from a water fountain that was close by.

A loud exhale of air escaped my mouth as I removed my lips from the cold water, and let go of the large button.

I turned around to the ginormous window, and began looking at the view from the 2nd floor of the school. We were at the verge of Winter, and about all of the trees were completely naked. I sighed as I backed up against the wall and closed my eyes.

(Y/N). I still remember the first day I met her. We were both only in 2nd grade, but I found her to be the most beautiful person in the world. Not only was she pretty, but she was very talented in playing the piano.

I would come over to her house sometimes, and I would always ask her if I could listen to her play. Even if she only knew the basic songs as first, she was completely in love with the piano, and I loved listening to her play.

She had gotten a whole lot better over the next two years, but she suddenly quit a couple of weeks after our 5th grade school year began. When I asked her why she quit, she only replied, "Just because."

I sighed again as I kept thinking of out childhood together.

There is actually something (Y/N) doesn't remember about her past. I sometimes wished that I could just suddenly forget about it like she did. Maybe that way, I could be at least a bit happier.

Suddenly, the sunshine that was shining on my closed eyelids faded to a black color. I opened my eyes back up only to see the person I didn't want anything to do with.

My heart began to pinch a bit as I looked into his eyes. I felt like I was about to say something to him, but he suddenly grabbed the back of my head, and pulled his head in until his lips touched mine.

This is the 3rd time he has done this, and it was the 3rd time I felt my heart beating for someone other than (Y/N). It was also the 3rd time I felt uncomfortable with myself. It didn't feel right for me to be kissing another boy, but for some reason, I didn't want it to stop.

I couldn't help the small moans that escaped my mouth as he moved his lips down to my neck. He was recreating the purple marks that he had left about a week ago. My head began tilting up as my eyes closed tight. This feeling. It felt so good.

Why was I suddenly falling for a guy? It didn't make any sense to me. I didn't know what to do with this boy.

"J-Jimin..."

My eyes widened almost immediately when I recognized who's voice that was. Yoongi had also stopped, and backed up about a foot, looking towards (Y/N), who was standing on the other side of the hallway.

All 3 of us were shocked at the same time, but (Y/N) was already trying to run away from the scene. I quickly ran as fast as I could to catch up to her. I followed her all the way to the rooftop, and when I made it up there, she was sitting down on a bench, and her back was facing me.

I was nervous to come look at her. I didn't want to be the reason she was crying, but at the same time, I did.

I just stood there, looking at her back side, trying to think of what to do.