Chapter 8: New Realization?

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After drying off in the cake shop we got out of there with cake in hand.

"Mmm...so you wanna head back to Samezuka now? Or do you wanna eat it somewhere else?" I turned to Anesuto and cocked my head to the side slightly.

"Well....I'll take you somewhere if you'll let me."

"Really? Where?" I questioned and raised an eyebrow at him.

"Its a surprise."

"Hm...fine." We get into the car and he starts driving in the opposite direction and I suddenly get a bad feeling in my stomach.

He seems to notice this then looks at me out of the corner of his eye and say, "Look. Its gonna be fine, its not like you could've avoided this day forever."

Oh my god. He's taking me to Iwatobi. Where Nagisa is probably waiting. And then he'll leave us alone so he can talk, I am so not ready for this!!!! Why did I let him take me?! Why am I so stupid?!

So I just sat there, waiting for the inevitable, and just as I expected. We parked near Iwatobi.

"Its time to get out now Kona." Anesuto opened the passenger seat and I immediately got up and just thought I should run, "Don't even think of running because you know I can catch up with you anyway." Why does he have to know me so well?

"I'm guessing he's in the pool?" I said as I hung my head low.

"Yeah."

After he said that I immediately made my way to the pool, where Nagisa was waiting for me.

...

He sat there on the edge of the pool with a towel wrapped around his neck. His feet slightly dipped into the cool water as he stared into the depths of the pool. I approached him silently and stood behind him, my reflection appearing in the pool water beside his face.

"K-kona..." Nagisa immediately looked up at me. "Y-your not mad at Ane-chan right?"

I didn't respond but he continued anyway. "I-im sorry about running away from your confession. I-i was scared so please...take me back, I regret leaving you there for another person."

Nagisa liked another person? The fact shook me a bit, so he hurt me just so he could chase another girl? He broke my heart and left me there crying just so he could pursue another girl?

"Kona?" He whispered slightly and grabbed the hem of my skirt.

I stepped back and he immediately rose from the pool. "Nagisa..." I began softly, not entirely sure what to say, "I lost someone who didn't love me at that time, now its time for you to look back on your mistakes."

His eyes widened at my cold attitude and suddenly tears filled his eyes, "I-i said I was sorry.... Please? Take me back please?"

"Nagisa, just because I'm rejecting you now doesn't mean I don't forgive you. Because I do. But...its too late for me to take you back. I never really told you that I've transferred huh?"

"You...transferred?!"

"Yes, to Samezuka. Where I met new friends and one I may or may not actually have a crush on, one who actually may not break my heart and leave me crying all alone like you did."

"But." I added, "That doesn't mean I shouldn't thank you for the heart break you gave me. I'm a stronger person now. Even though I can't take you back, I wish we could still be friends again. Because I'm getting kind of tired of ignoring all of your messages and emails."

"I...." Nagisa softly sniffed wiping his nose with his arm, "I can accept being friends again...b-but, if this guy ever hurts you... I'm still open OK?"

"Heh, great...hugs?" I smiled and opened my arms wide for him.

"Hugs." He moved in and wrapped his arms around me, I squeezed him back and we laughed together.

After we pulled away from each other, Nagisa suddenly pinned me against the net thingy surrounding the pool.

"Kona..." He whispered before leaning in towards my face, "Forgive me but I can't let you go without doing this..."

All to quickly, his lips pressed softly against mine in a sweet embrace. Gently caressing my own under his his hand gently touched my cheek and caressed it softly as I made no move to push him away. It was all just too shocking. And when he finally pulled away I saw sorrow in his eyes and he smiled painfully at me, "You really have moved on...i-im sorry for doing that. It won't happen again."

Nagisa immediately released me and ran out of the pool area, leaving me there, flustered and confused.

OK so....I just told Nagisa that I may or may not(still working out the details) have a crush on Aii-chan and he kissed me? Holy sh-t. I cannot do this...

I just sat there in the pool area collecting my thoughts until I heard someone come in.

"Kokona?"

I lifted my head to see Rei Ryugazaki staring at me from the other side of the pool.

"I saw Nagisa running out and I thought something happened.. Now. I kind of see why."Rei sat down next to me and turned to face me, "So...he kissed you huh?"

All I did was nod.

"Well.... Don't take it too seriously ok? He pretty much got dumped by the girl he left you for. And...I think he's just trying to forget the pain by making you love him again. Love is such a complicated thing huh? It makes people do things they don't think through first. And yet love is also extremely painful, I feel as if both of you have already experienced that. This is why I don't fall in love, and moreover, I don't even get the phrase 'fall in love'. Its not like you can fall into a big hole labeled love huh? And I find love hard because I can't calculate it. I never know what's gonna happen that's why I try to refrain from the feeling. Love is merely full of uncertainty. Its not worth worrying about. But, Kokona, you've moved on. I'm not sure if you have some new person in mind or something but just remember love can make people do strange things. And here I am talking like I know all about it, how strange Hm? You know...K-kokona? Are you OK?"

I was taken by surprise on his question until I felt something wet stream down my cheeks. I'm crying....why? I just sorted things out with Nagisa, I should be happy... But he kissed me, why can't I get my mind off of that? Yet, I feel kind of disgusted that my first kiss just got stolen by a guy who left you crying at the back of the school.

Quickly I wiped my tears and looked at Rei, "I-im fine..." I smiled quietly.

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A/N:

Hello everyone!!! I'm back with another chapter of Samezukan Love!!!!! It feels like its been so long since I've updated it lol. And I know...it escalated fast and shit...so I dunno, also, this is basically the rising action in the story so a lot of drama will happen in the next chapter so....its gonna take awhile to come out since... I've gotta out a lot of scenes in there and stuff sooooooo...I hope you enjoyed the chapter! Also, HOW THE HECK DID THIS STORY REACH 41 VIEWS?!?! Why are people even reading this??? I dunno but hey, I ain't complaining. :3

~Kokona(♥ó㉨ò)ノ♡

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