Right My Wrongs (Adym Alyxander Yorba)

Chapter 16

I leave my house, excited for what the day holds with Adym and I. Fuck, I mean Jack. I'm going to have such a great day with Jack. We're going to go to the beach, get some dinner, Adym is so romantic. FUCK, Jack! I can't stop mixing the two together. How do I know what is right? After about an hour, we are in Malibu. The beach here is so incredibly beautiful. I have never seen such a view. We unpack all of our belongings and I take off my clothes. Underneath them, I have my bathing suit on. As I'm taking my clothes off, I can literally feel Jacks eyes on me. I turn around quickly and catch him off guard, "Pretty nice view, right?" I say sarcastically. He laughs, "I'm sorry, you caught me." We end up getting deep in the water and pretty much just floating or going under waves. I go back to shore to bring my surfboard into the water. "Let me show you how it's done." I do some really basic tricks like riding the wave, FS and BS turns, and I throw a roundhouse cutback in there just to show off. I surf back to Jack and he says, "Damn, that was incredibly sexy and I think you know that." I chuckle and thank him, "Do you want to learn? I have been told I'm a pretty good teacher." He gladly agrees and he lays on the board. "You see that small wave coming up, that's perfect to practice on. When and if you feel comfortable, go up almost underneath it and try to stand up and balance. It will be hard, so I don't expect you to get it the first few times." Jack says back cocky, "I got this, just watch." He tries to stand up on the wave and he falls off. I laugh my ass off while he is underwater. The board pops back up to surface, but he doesn't. "Ok Jack, come on up." Nothing. Fuck. Before I dive underwater, I feel him pull me under and grab me. He holds me down for a few seconds, then releases me. "You are a real asshole, you know that?" I say. He responds back, "A cute one though." we make our way back to the shore after being out in the water for about two hours. "I don't know about you Jack, but actually knowing how to surf has given me quite the appetite." He wraps his arms around my body and shakes me and says, "Me too, so get dressed."

I make my way to a near restroom and change into my clothes. White jeans, black lace heels, Calvin Klein sports bra, and a mesh shirt. When I come out from the restroom, his eyes bulge out of his head. "Wow." Is all he says. I say, "Yea, I'm pretty hot." We laugh it off and make our way to a restaurant close to the beach. "Table for two, for Jack." I look at him and say in a funny voice, "Ooooh you reserved us a booth, how faaancy." We sit in a booth and have conversation about our adventure today and just get to know one another more. It turns out we have a lot in common. Is it bad that I was hoping we weren't? I'm really liking where this is going and how happy he is making me. Time flies by without me realizing. We leave the restaurant at about 9PM and we make our way back to my place.

We get home at about 9:50PM and he makes his way up my steps and walks me to my door. "I had a really great time with you tonight, is there any way I can see you again?" He asks. I stare deep into his blue crystal eyes. The sky is in his eyes and I see my reflection in them. While staring in his eyes, I realize these are not the big and beautiful brown eyes I fell in love with. I have realized now brown eyes are not just brown eyes anymore when you fall in love with someone with brown eyes. They become you're everything, your heaven on earth, your home. The man in front of me will probably treat me better than Adym and is probably nicer than Adym, but he is not Adym. I sigh and tell him honestly, "Jack, you're an incredibly guy and I have such strong feelings for you. I think my life is taking me in a different direction though. I hope you can understand and I'm sorry if I wasted your time." He kisses me and says, "Any time with you is not wasted, only valued. I completely understand and respect where you're coming from. Please, when you realize you're too good for Adym, call me. You're still too good for me, but I'll give you something real. You have a great night Kat." He kisses my cheeks and like that, he is gone. I decide to drive over to Adyms in a few minutes to tell him that it's him, it's always been him. He's the one I want to be with and he is the one I want to see my reflection in his eyes.

Ten minutes pass and I'm at Adyms place. I knock on the door and there is no response. I knock again, to no response. It's a good thing I know where he hides the spare key, under the fake plant. I unlock the door and I hear mumbles. I can't tell where they are coming from, so I follow them. I end up in front of Adyms room. Please god, don't do this to me again. I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to know that I've made the right decision. I open the door and see no one in there, just his YouTube was left on his computer. I shut the laptop and feel relief. I hear the door fly open and I freeze. Is it bad that I'm here? Adym shouldn't mind, I hope. I go out of his room to greet whoever is coming in and I see a girls back and Adym colliding with one another. They are kissing so rough, there is no passion at all. I drop my keys and that's when Adym opens his eyes. The girl looks at me and says, "Kat! Oh my god I'm such a huge fan of you!" Adym and I both look at her and she says, "What? Just being nice." I push past both of them and I run down the stairs to my car. "KAT!" I hear behind me. "PLEASE WAIT, IM SORRY!" I stop and turn and say back, "I dumped him for you. I told him we can't be together. I realized how much I wanted you. I guess that's all it is, a want. I thought may be in some universe, I could need you. I was wrong and I'm so glad I was. You need me so badly that you don't know how to function like a human being without me. You fuck girls just to feel some sort of emotion. They will never fuck you like I did. They will never LOVE you like I did, and most importantly, they'll never hurt you like I did. What we had was so beautiful and you just took it and smashed it. You don't give a fuck about me and may be you never did. May be that's why I love you so much, I thought I could fix you and turn you into something you aren't. I now realize that you truly are incapable of loving someone, let alone being with someone. You did me so dirty and I still stuck by your side. I don't know if I was stupid, or the definition of a ride or die. Take care, Yorba." And with that being said, I was gone. I get back in my car and I drive. No destination in mind really, just need a drive. After saying all that, he didn't beg for me. He didn't apologize because I think he knew he truly lost me. I'm begging myself not to fall for his trap again. I won't respond to calls, texts, anything. I'm done, he's no good for me. I want him so badly, I would kill to be with him. But I know he wouldn't do the same for me. All I know is that tomorrow is a new day with better things ahead of me.

(A.N- Just to clarify, this is not the end of the story! Pretty good though, right? I will update and keep doing so. I really hope you enjoyed this chapter!)