Right My Wrongs (Adym Alyxander Yorba)

Chapter 39

It's raining out in L.A tonight. It's weird, running in the soaking rain and not giving a damn. Under my feet, I hear the constant splashing of water, it's relaxing in a way. I go towards a stop light and hit the button to walk. The sign says to go. I walk across the cross walk and head lights come towards me. The car isn't slowing down. The car comes inches away from me and then

I wake up

I rise up in a panic next to Adym. He looks over at me conceited and grabs me gently, "Baby, what's wrong?" I look at him and say, "How long have I been asleep for?" He smiles and says, "Like, four hours." So that means everything that just happened wasn't true. Addy is okay, and Adym and I are okay. He speaks up, "Unfortunately, my instagram and Twitter did get hacked by someone named Chikri. There was an old video of mine that got leaked and I just want to say I'm sorry. We were broken up at the time and I met this girl and just hooked up." So wait, my dream was kind of true then. He really did get hacked. I look him in his cold brown eyes, "Was it anyone I know?" He says back, "No way you'd know her." I chuckle and say, "Adym, that's the past and I don't care. I want to focus on us and plan on making a better future. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and sausage egg mcmuffin." He kisses me and laughs, "Yea, I miss our dog. Thank god for my mom being able to watch him." I look at the ceiling and say, "I know, she's an angel from above." I notice Adym seems more distressed now for some reason, "Hey, what's wrong?" He shuts off his laptop and asks me to sit up. I do as he requests and he grabs my hands and looks down at them, "Kat, hurting you was the worst thing I've ever done. I have never felt so naive in my entire life. You are my absolute everything and it's hard for me to express how I feel most of the time. You make me want to change and to become a better person. I don't want to be this mentally and emotionally abusive person anymore. I would really enjoy may be going to therapy and working on myself for us. Would you be okay with that?" I smile and say, "Of course, you don't even have to ask! I was in therapy for two years, it was truly incredible." He looks at the ring on my finger and his eyes twinkle, "I'm so blessed to have you in my life. You have every reason in the book to leave me Kat. I've treated you like nothing, yet you still stuck around. You know that I'm worth something when no one else thinks that. I will never stop apologizing for who I was, and I want to make it up to you by becoming a better me. If I want to have this amazing future with you like I always dream of, I have to change. It sounds scary, but you're so fucking worth it." He leans in for a deep kiss and holds it for a moment. Adym isn't an emotional person so to hear him talk about me like this, it means a lot. I touch the ring on my finger and look at him. "You're my whole world. You're the stars in my night sky, Adym Alyxander Yorba. You truly have taken my heart. I know you've hurt me and done me so wrong, but I do forgive you. I don't want to see anyone else or be with anyone else. You make me feel as though I am enough. I always beat myself up for the littlest things, but you make me feel like I'm worthy to be human in a way. I know it sounds ridiculous, but do you know what I'm saying?" He laughs and says, "I know exactly what you're saying baby girl. Well, we should go and get some rest though. After everything the hacker has done, I'm just so exhausted. He wraps his arms around me and kisses the back of my head. He whispers into my ear, "always together, never apart. may be in distance, but never in heart." He still manages to give me butterflies. He still makes me feel like I'm the only one who knows the real him. It's as if we are the last two people on this earth. Fuck, I'm so in love with him.

(a.n- 30 k reads holy shit! Thank you guys so so much for still being awesome while I have been gone. So, i graduated!!! I also quit my old job and got a new one and I'm moving to van nuys! May be I'll run into Adym and Sawyer haha. Kidding, but I bought an apartment and it's so crazy! I'm 18 in one month too, so I'm excited for that. I know this chapter wasn't much, but I'm hoping to get better. I might end the story all together UNLESS I can get some more ideas for the future? Idk what to do y'all love love ya)