Let Me Be Gøne 🗝 {Jøsh Dun x Reader}

Meeting them ~ Twø

           Shit! I haven't thought about what to talk with them about! I'm led backstage by a bodyguard. When I come into view Josh gets up from where he was sitting. Tyler gets up too. I start waving then trip over my own feet right into Josh. "Woa-" Josh catches my just in time. I stand up awkwardly. "S-sorry, I-I didn't m-mean to do that." Josh smiled at me. "It's fine, you'd be surprised with how many times that has happened." He chuckled. I sigh. "Let me start out with how you guys saved my life. I know you here that a lot but I mean it. Whenever I'm feeling sad it something I always listen to your music and feel better immediately. I can't thank you guys enough. I just- thank y- I-" my phone then rings. I look down and see my mothers number come up. 

            I curse under my breath. Though both notice. "Sorry it's my mom." I say. They both shrug. "Are you gonna answer?" Tyler asks. "N-no I can't." "Why not?" Josh asks. "B-because I'm scared." I admit. They look shocked. "Um. Ok I'll just tell you. My whole family abuses me and I'm afraid if I answer my mom will say something to make me feel worthless. I'm afraid that I won't make it home alive. I'm afraid that I'll commit suicide." "Then don't answer." They both say at the same time. "Here, I'll give you my number and if you ever need help with anything just call or text me." Josh says. "O-ok, thank you so much." I say awkwardly. 

          Josh puts his number in my phone. Tyler smiles at what Josh does. He gives me my phone back and pulls me into a hug. After he lets me go Tyler hugs me too. "Sorry we can't talk long. We have to start packing up for the road." Tyler says. "Oh! I'm sorry for keeping you waiting! Of course, I'll leave." I say. I start walking away while waving at the same time. Josh winks at me and Tyler just smiles. I reach my car very quickly. I basically ran. I'm out of breath. I gasp for air. 'Pull yourself together.' I do. I act like I'm a normal human. Like I didn't just meet my heroes. I wasn't going to call them that but that's what they are. I get into my car. I start my car and start driving I drive in silence. I feel like if I turn on my radio that I will shatter. That I'll break.

          It will take about an hour to get back home. I don't really want to go home though. About five minutes into my drive my phone goes off. It startles me. I look at the screen. My mothers number goes across the top off the screen. I answer and put it on speaker. "Where the fuck are you!? I have been waiting all day for you to come home! Your brother is dead and it's all your fault! He left a suicide note. It says that you told him to, that he's worthless. Don't bother coming home. You're not wanted. In fact, don't ever speak to me again."